What stopped you from killing?lol, well I've never killed anyone nor raped anyone, so that's at least two that's not me. ;) I've been tempted to kill, sure, but I never acted upon it - it's a hard "no" from me.
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What stopped you from killing?lol, well I've never killed anyone nor raped anyone, so that's at least two that's not me. ;) I've been tempted to kill, sure, but I never acted upon it - it's a hard "no" from me.
Isaiah 28:13 But the word of the Lord was unto them precept upon precept, precept upon precept; line upon line, line upon line; here a little, and there a little; that they might go, and fall backward, and be broken, and snared, and taken.It should be clear to you and everyone else also. The Bible has been given to us so that we may know and understand what is coming in the future.
for the letter killeth, but the spirit giveth life.If none of this is literal, then we all might as well believe that Alice in Wonderland is real. Or the Adventures of Peter Pan.
How droll that you talk about taking things out of context. Jesus told his disciples what signs to look for when asked about the destruction of the Temple. He said "this generation" would not pass. Yet people make that passage about "us" and not "them."You have a habit of taking Scriptures OUT OF CONTEXT, so kindly learn what it means to keep things in context.
You started a thread on the Mark of Beast, and now you are quoting instructions to Christians who have nothing to do with that future mark.
Do you have any idea about the reign of the Antichrist and how God will give him 42 months (3 1/2 years) to control the unbelieving and ungodly on earth? Do you know anything about the Abomination of Desolation and how it will be related to this Mark of the Beast?
Daniel prophesied about the Abomination of Desolation and the Antichrist (the Prince that shall come), and Jesus reminded His disciples that this would become a reality in the future (see the Olivet Discourse in Matthew 24). He also told them that this *detestable thing* (an idol, and that is what *abomination* means to God) would stand in the Holy Place within the temple at Jerusalem, and that it would trigger the Great Tribulation.Could you tell us? Thanks
What stopped you from killing?
I think I understand. Was what you call "presence of mind" the knowledge that you did not really want to kill her even if there was rage boiling inside that suggested to you that maybe you should? That it wasn't you but something else that wanted to kill?Jesus' way. The first time I opened up to someone about being molested as a child (about ten years ago in my 30s); said person at a later point in time, after a serious argument, turned violent on me yet again, with this time, began to mock me for getting molested, and yelled at me for getting molested, while standing over me (I was on the floor by this point), not ceasing, for a good 10 minutes or so - a real demonic way of cutting me down (don't want to repeat what was said here) while laughing at me; and not just repeating the same thing, all new cuts to the heart and mind. Rage boiled throughout my veins - somehow was able to not proceed in rage; somehow kept the presence of mind to not kill/hurt. I won't let this world beat me like that, all because of Jesus' way.
Turns out, the way she acted made sense - about 5 years ago, I caught her doing some black magic thing red-handed. She denied it for about a year or so, gaslighting me the whole time; almost got instituitionalized when I kept pushing it once. Finally, was able to extract from her that she was a satanist, actual and loyal, disguised as a Catholic - deceived me for 15 years.
I think I understand. Was what you call "presence of mind" the knowledge that you did not really want to kill her even if there was rage boiling inside that suggested to you that maybe you should? That it wasn't you but something else that wanted to kill?
Was there any fear of being punished yourself if you killed her?
I hope to give you a better response later; but I think you can understand what happened to Cain when he got angry. There may be nothing too wrong with being angry by itself -- but Cain did not control his that "beast." If we allow that beast to rule us, we're in serious trouble. We must say, that's not me, that's not what "I" want to do.Maybe "presence of mind" was not the most correct way to say that, but most common way of saying what "it" is; a better description would be "innermost core"; that's probably more specific but then leads to presence of mind.
So yes, my innermost core prevented me from "seeing red" and acting in the face of evil I guess.
I'm normally pretty angry, still to this day, about the molestation stuff. So much so that I didn't view my alcohol and drug use so much as a party thing, but a breathing thing - just to function with the memories; to sedate me. So I'm well versed in keeping my anger in.
But that night, with something so personal that I never told anyone before, not even my "parents", "brother", "sister" before, and to have it used as a weapon after an already violent turn towards me, from someone who I love(d) so deeply, and with the mocking and laughing, it got close to "Hulk" time. I felt reduced to a child-like state of the feelings I had when I was being molested (still remember the feelings inside like it was yesterday), but this time, there was testosterone mixed in with an adult's body, and in that face of evil, for that duration and unceasing pace, the rage surged like electricity throughout my body; it just almost came out, seeking to destroy all around; uncaring as the world did unto me, a lifetime of hatred and rage if you will, all in that one moment.
It's funny too, a short time after (before I caught her red-handed with the black magic), she actually tried killing me - no rage, just a little argument that set her off. Cold, calculating, premeditated - she failed, obviously, but it wasn't a "moment of passion" scenario. And she's never been molested nor raped, so wasn't sure where that came from at the time - little did I know, lol . She had tried to use suicide as a weapon to keep me around a few times before, even grabbed a knife two different times and started stabbing at her arms, but didn't think she'd turn on me nor try to kill me - hit me yeah, but not kill. How wrong I was, and now I know why - seed of satan's.
I've also never molested anyone, child or adult, but that's been a tame test compared to that night. I will not let it beat me in that I do unto another as was done unto me.
Jesus' way.
Sorry, forgot to answer your question on fear of being punished. No, wasn't thinking at all of anything outside of what was occuring. Parts of my mind and outermost layer just wanted to destroy - a lifetime's worth of rage coming out. All I can say to explain it was the innermost core that was present - tucked deep down inside.
I'm being punished everyday, so I don't have a fear of consequences to human laws - been living with my imprisonment for 35+ years.
On top of that, I was raped as an adult too, by a couple of guys (preceding that night with the ex), so prison can't do to me what's already been done.
I've been tortured too, physically, and psychologically (one of the times I was molested, the person played mind games with me, I was 7).
I don't know if I fear much anymore - not sure what it would be that I fear would be done to me - already experienced it. Even Hell isn't a fear, although I know I'm saved. I'm supposed to fear God, but there's a certain "don't care" attitude I have.
Ready for battle behind Jesus against satan, lol.
I hope to give you a better response later; but I think you can understand what happened to Cain when he got angry. There may be nothing too wrong with being angry by itself -- but Cain did not control his that "beast." If we allow that beast to rule us, we're in serious trouble. We must say, that's not me, that's not what "I" want to do.
The Mark of the beast is such a vast topic. It is the number of a man.IDENTIFYING THE WILD BEAST AND IT'S MARK PART ONE
Let's look at four main lines of reasoning, that I believe or agree will reveal the meaning of the mark of the beast. We will consider (1) how Bible names are sometimes chosen, (2) the identity of the wild beast, (3) what is meant by 666 being “a man’s number,” and (4) the significance of the number 6 and why it is written in triple digits, namely, 600 plus 60 plus 6, or 666.—Revelation 13:18.
Bible names often have special significance, particularly when given by God. For example, because Abram would become the father of nations, God changed the patriarch’s name to Abraham, meaning “Father of a Multitude.” (Genesis 17:5, footnote) God told Joseph and Mary to call Mary’s future child Jesus, which means “Jehovah Is Salvation.” (Matthew 1:21, footnote; Luke 1:31) In harmony with that meaningful name, through Jesus’ ministry and sacrificial death, Jehovah made possible our salvation.—John 3:16.
Accordingly, the God-given number-name 666 must symbolize what God sees as defining attributes of the beast. Naturally, to understand those traits, we need to identify the beast itself and learn about its activities.
Bible book of Daniel sheds much light on the meaning of symbolic beasts. Chapter 7 contains a vivid tableau of “four huge beasts”—a lion, a bear, a leopard, and a fearsome beast with big teeth of iron. (Daniel 7:2-7) Daniel tells us that these beasts represent “kings,” or political kingdoms, that rule in succession over vast empires.—Daniel 7:17, 23.
Regarding the beast of Revelation 13:1, 2, The Interpreter’s Dictionary of the Bible points out that it “combines in itself the joint characteristics of the four beasts of Daniel’s vision . . . Accordingly, this first beast [of Revelation] represents the combined forces of all political rule opposed to God in the world.” This observation is affirmed by Revelation 13:7, which says of the beast: “Authority was given it over every tribe and people and tongue and nation.”
Why does the Bible use beasts as symbols of human rulership? For at least two reasons. First, because of the beastly record of bloodshed that governments have accrued over the centuries. “War is one of the constants of history,” wrote historians Will and Ariel Durant, “and has not diminished with civilization or democracy.” How true that “man has dominated man to his injury”! (Ecclesiastes 8:9) The second reason is that “the dragon [Satan] gave to the beast its power and its throne and great authority.” (Revelation 12:9; 13:2) Accordingly, human rulership is a product of the Devil, thus reflecting his beastly, dragonlike disposition.—John 8:44; Ephesians 6:12.
This does not mean, however, that every human ruler is a direct tool of Satan. Indeed, in one sense, human governments serve as “God’s minister,” giving structure to human society, without which chaos would rule. And some leaders have protected fundamental human rights, including the right to engage in true worship—something that Satan does not want. (Romans 13:3, 4; Ezra 7:11-27; Acts 13:7) Still, because of the Devil’s influence, no human or human institution has ever been able to bring lasting peace and security to the people.*—John 12:31.
TO BE CONTINUED
ah, i've forgotten what the test was now?If we can see it, it is not a thing of chance, simply a matter of luck, but rather when God is in it and we are paying attention He has exactly [not sometimes and not nearly and approximately] the answer that we need. One that used to bother me was the test used for the wife when it was her husband that was jealous without any real evidence. Would she live if she were innocent and died if she were guilty of adultery? If God is in it, the result will be according to His Truth. Everyone's heart is being checked.
oh that was...several lifetimes ago now, if you get me :)Sorry to hear of your troubles. I hope you're doing ok for yourself, and whatever was driving you there has ceased.
how did you get to torment in Abe's bosom again? I recall Lazarus (Eleazer) being gathered to there in a parable, but not the rich man? Maybe i'm mis-remembering thoWe also have "Abraham's bosom" though, and that being divided - one of torment, the other in peace.
as a rule i pretty much avoid debating the Revelation of Christ specifically, as any two debaters there almost never share the same frame imo? Where is Christ revealed, iyo? What is "the second death?" We are taught to believe that these are all in our "future, after we die" but i am not convinced that that is the best applicationAnd the lake of fire, where beings are tormented, in Revelation.
ha well i hope you have got past your problems there, too, although i couldnt imagine what feelings are involved. Imo overcoming emotions ("women," maybe?) in general might help. I used to be run by my emotions, understanding how codependent i was helped a lotAs for the "he who seeks to save his life will lose it", heh, I'm the other way around, apparently: "he who seeks to lose his life will save it" hahaha
hell is the invention of angle/norse scribes, who had no better analogy
i know the wolves will rush in as soon as i leave, not sparing the flock. Not meaning to say that all tax-free orgs are all "bad" by any means, but they have def entered into a conflict of interest most times imoBut they don't result from satan's kingdom, even if they're tax-free government orgs.
well i guess we all have to define how we manifest leave the world for ourselves more or less, the Directions there are kinda sketchy huhI pay taxes too, and don't consider myself apart of satan's kingdom, even though I'm living and working in it