So Paul was baptized with the HS on the road but remained blind and miserable for three days not eating or drinking. If that’s HS baptism then I don’t want none of it.
Too bad for you that you don't want a life changing experience, then by the Lord??

....What did you want? butterflies?... unicorns? Personally, I want whatever the Lord Jesus Christ my Savior wills for me. Paul said he had received the gospel of Jesus Christ not by any man but- by revelation of Jesus Christ himself. On the road to Damascus He met Jesus face to face as a burst of light, fell on the ground and was struck blind for 3 days. I'd say Saul was convicted and convinced & received the Holy Spirit, when Jesus introduced Himself!!!
Acts 9: 3 " And as he journeyed, it came to pass that he drew nigh unto Damascus: and suddenly there shone round about him a light out of heaven:
4and he fell upon the earth, and heard a voice saying unto him, Saul, Saul, why persecutest thou me?
5And he said, Who art thou, Lord? And he'said , I am Jesus whom thou persecutest:
6but rise, and enter into the city, and it shall be told thee what thou must do.
7And the men that journeyed with him stood speechless, hearing the voice, but beholding no man.
8And Saul arose from the earth; and when his eyes were opened, he saw nothing; and they led him by the hand, and brought him into Damascus.
9And he was three days without sight, and did neither eat nor drink.
Acts 11: 16 16 Then I remembered the word of the Lord, as He Used to say, " JOHN BAPTIZED WITH WATER, BUT YOU WILL BE BAPTIZED WITH THE HOLY SPIRIT.'17 So if
God gave them the same gift as He gave us who believed in the Lord Jesus Christ, who was I to hinder the work of God?”…
Galatians 1:1
Paul, an apostle--sent not from men nor by man, but by Jesus Christ and God the Father, who raised Him from the dead--
Galatians 1:11-12 "11
For I certify to you, brothers, that the gospel I preached is not according to man.
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I did not receive it from any man, nor was I taught it; rather, I received it by revelation from Jesus Christ."