We are given a sealed complete revelation in the scripture.
Believers are given the Spirit of God to allow us to understand those portions of the word that we need.
The Apostles alone were guided into all truth.jn16:13
Any truth that comes our way is from their word, 1jn 4:1-6
This is so sad...to have this kind of lack of hope of the relationship with the living God.
It's like seeing a very popular band (say the Beatles) and thinking...I could never play like that....I could never write songs like that. It is taking the experience in a negative way as opposed to a positive way.
We are to let the words of the apostles inspire us to faith, hope and love...so that we continue the story. We are to go as far or further than they did. That is to abide faith and hope.The possibilities just became endless, by faith in God. That's what eternal life is...eternal possibilities.
And in the end what counts is our real connection to God. Stephen wasn't an apostle or elder...yet he had a vital connection to God...doing signs and wonders. Did he allow the apostles to discourage him from exploits?
So then all followers of Christ have that potential...IF they abide faith in God through Whom we can really do ALL things. With Jesus Christ I can do all things. Nothing is impossible for he who believes.
Unless you can move onto the living God...you are not reading or using the bible correctly.