Thanks. No, it didn’t warm my heart. When you said I sound like Saul before he became Paul it chilled my heart.
The positive for me is that Saul / Paul is a Jewish monotheist and, as such, agency is commonplace in his thinking.
Thank you for your honesty. I suspect in real life terms, how we judge truth in complex situations that require interpretation and an extended set of ideas and realities, we will always go the way our hearts lay on us. It does not mean we are right in an objective sense, it is the limitation of our existence.
Dealing with Paul as a person, I ask if I met him face to face, what would be his driving force. And the answer is love.
Now love is such a complex powerful thing in all aspects of who we are and how we experience life, my saying this will mean something different to you than to me.
I was asked if I loved a pet dog my daughter had when I was first introduced. I said no, I did not know her, so how could I love her. What they meant was did I appreciate this life and how she appeared. What I meant is did her pain or joy affect me deeply and was I tied into her future. Now after 11 months of spending 3 days a week with her, taking her for walks, yes I love her.
A large part of the fruit of the spirit is this love in all our relationships becoming something real and tangible.
Now I turn this walk into praise of Jesus and the Father as one and also 3, not because it is a theological idea, but it is the expression that makes sense of Jesus and His being eternal and one with the Father. Now if my heart sings and praises and speaks the words the apostles wrote, I can only say, I know what they mean.
C S Lewis in the book the great divorce talked about this life working through people as they walk with Jesus to become more real and being like chaff being blown about. I share this because I realise in the Kingdom it is our clarity with Jesus that brings life eternally.
God bless you