Sounds like you are not born again
@The Disciple John So it impossible for those who don't have new life in Christ to understand the things of God.
1 Corinthians 1:18
Christ Crucified Is God’s Power and Wisdom
For the message of the cross is foolishness to those who are perishing, but to us who are being saved it is the power of God.
We could all make personal attacks on each other, but that is not civil. Rather than attack the poster, we are required to address the post.
I am in fact not born again, but the scriptures do not say that is a requirement for understanding the scriptures.
It does say a requirement for understanding the scriptures is to be taught be God.
Jesus was the foremost taught one. He taught his disciples, and they in turn taught others.
That is the process, which Jesus continues to use. Matthew 24:45
Remember it was after holy spirit was poured out on his disciples, that this happened...
Acts 8
26 And the angel of the Lord spoke unto Philip, saying, “Arise and go toward the south unto the road that goeth down from Jerusalem into Gaza, which is desert.”
27 And he arose and went. And behold, a man of Ethiopia, a eunuch of great authority under Candace, queen of the Ethiopians, who had charge of all her treasure and had come to Jerusalem to worship,
28 was returning; and sitting in his chariot, he was reading Isaiah the prophet.
29 Then the Spirit said unto Philip, “Go near and join thyself to this chariot.”
30 And Philip ran thither to him, and heard him reading the prophet Isaiah, and said, “Understandest thou what thou readest?”
31 And he said, “How can I, unless some man should guide me?” And he besought Philip that he would come up and sit with him.
I'm just a humble person who is listening to Jesus through his followers here on earth - the ones who are born again - annointed by holy spirit.
So, I do have understanding of scripture.
Can you imagine me saying to Peter in those days, when he comes to me with the message, "Peter. I am born again."
Lol. No. I would accept that God does the choosing, and Jesus - the head of the body - appointed ones to feed his sheep, his little lambs.
I am just a humble lamb. I am not destined for heaven. My citizenship does not exist in the heavens, but rather, here on earth. Matthew 6:10; Romans 8:18-23; Ephesians 1:10; Psalms 37:9-11, 29.
I look forward to that paradise, when the wicked are gone. We wouldn't have to worry about the Hitlers, Stalins, nor Putins.

Hence there is no scriptural reason for me to be born again.
Here is what Jesus said is required of me, if I want to survive God's wrath, which is coming.
Matthew 25:40 And the King shall answer and say unto them, ‘Verily I say unto you,
inasmuch as ye have done it unto one of the least of these My brethren, ye have done it unto Me.’
I just have to assist Jesus brothers - the born again annointed ones whose citizenship exists in the heavens, with one purpose - to be kings, priest and judges, and rule with Christ, for the 1,000 years. Revelation 20:6
That's all. No. I am not goat-like. I am a feeding lamb, following the shepherds instructions.
One primary instruction being - declaring the good news of God's kingdom, before the end come (Matthew 24:14), and making disciples of people, teaching them (Matthew 28:19, 20).
I assume you are familiar with Matthew 7:1.