Prayers needed

[Monosy]

I'm not even sure what to ask for.
A few months ago some family members lied about me to the authorities and I got institutionalised against my will. After 6 days the Doctor wrote a formal notice saying there was no reasons to keep me there against my will. But my family never informed me and they let me there almost one month.
The one family member who specifically said she was afraid I would kill her admitted to me that she "just wanted them to take me away".
The meds they put me on have turned me into a vegetable. I was never a big sleeper but now I have to fight really hard to wake up before noon. I can no longer work a normal job so I have to rely on other people for food.
I also have to go to regular appointments because the authorities now think I am violent.
The last time I turned around to talk to the Doctor and she jumped back thinking I was about to attack her.
I have never been violent at any point in my life and my family lied about me and now I am treated like a criminal and a liar.
My family members have no remorse whatsoever and do not care at all about the repercussions their actions are now having and will have long term on my life.

I am so disgusted and bitter against them for ruining my life. And I also resent God a lot for letting so much bad things happen in my life again and again. It's like his promises apply to anyone but me...

Honestly, whatever you feel like praying is fine because right now I feel like giving up.

 

[amadeus]

@Monosy
Praying for you and your situation now!

 

[VictoryinJesus]

I'm not even sure what to ask for.
A few months ago some family members lied about me to the authorities and I got institutionalised against my will. After 6 days the Doctor wrote a formal notice saying there was no reasons to keep me there against my will. But my family never informed me and they let me there almost one month.
The one family member who specifically said she was afraid I would kill her admitted to me that she "just wanted them to take me away".
The meds they put me on have turned me into a vegetable. I was never a big sleeper but now I have to fight really hard to wake up before noon. I can no longer work a normal job so I have to rely on other people for food.
I also have to go to regular appointments because the authorities now think I am violent.
The last time I turned around to talk to the Doctor and she jumped back thinking I was about to attack her.
I have never been violent at any point in my life and my family lied about me and now I am treated like a criminal and a liar.
My family members have no remorse whatsoever and do not care at all about the repercussions their actions are now having and will have long term on my life.

I am so disgusted and bitter against them for ruining my life. And I also resent God a lot for letting so much bad things happen in my life again and again. It's like his promises apply to anyone but me...

Honestly, whatever you feel like praying is fine because right now I feel like giving up.

Sad you feel like God’s promises apply to anyone but you. I’ll keep you in my prayers as well. Please don’t give up.

 

[Jay Ross]

@Monosy

May the Lord continue to draw you to Himself so that you may know His love for you and the peace that passes all understanding so that you may be able to forgive your family members and Know God's peace in your life as you respond to Him and His love for you.

May you become a Blessing to those around you as you take root in His fertile field and draw your nourishment from Him. My you see the restitution that God is bringing into your Life so that you can be the blessing that He always intended you to be.

May the Lord keep you and protect you and keep you safe in all things.

Shalom

 

[Debp]

The meds they put me on have turned me into a vegetable. I was never a big sleeper but now I have to fight really hard to wake up before noon. I can no longer work a normal job so I have to rely on other people for food.
I also have to go to regular appointments because the authorities now think I am violent.

Praying for you.

I see you live in the UK. Are you able to get onto a disability program that would provide monthly income for you... until you are able to work again?

 

[Nancy]

Don't give up Monosy,
Forgive your family and continue asking God for unity and understanding for your family. I just went through 10 months of deep sadness and isolation, estranged for the first time from my family, and if they could have, they would have tossed me into the hospital. But yesterday was a day to rejoice for me finally! I was so close to giving up over these months, felt God had abandoned me for sure, I was angry with Him. But, as it always goes I repented and got prone on the floor with beautiful worship music and prayed for the grace to forgive my family members, asked God to bless them. About an hour after that my phone rings and it was one of my sisters, calling me for the first time in a good 4 months! We had a nice talk and then I called my other sister and two brothers...we are planning a sibling get together and all of this is a miracle as God finally did answer all my prayers, I was ready to move out of state because the pain of estrangement was too much. In due time He will deliver you brother, please don't let go, ever...no matter how bad it gets just cling to Jesus as He IS listening.

God be with you and we are praying for you.

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[CC7799]

I'm not even sure what to ask for.
A few months ago some family members lied about me to the authorities and I got institutionalised against my will. After 6 days the Doctor wrote a formal notice saying there was no reasons to keep me there against my will. But my family never informed me and they let me there almost one month.
The one family member who specifically said she was afraid I would kill her admitted to me that she "just wanted them to take me away".
The meds they put me on have turned me into a vegetable. I was never a big sleeper but now I have to fight really hard to wake up before noon. I can no longer work a normal job so I have to rely on other people for food.
I also have to go to regular appointments because the authorities now think I am violent.
The last time I turned around to talk to the Doctor and she jumped back thinking I was about to attack her.
I have never been violent at any point in my life and my family lied about me and now I am treated like a criminal and a liar.
My family members have no remorse whatsoever and do not care at all about the repercussions their actions are now having and will have long term on my life.

I am so disgusted and bitter against them for ruining my life. And I also resent God a lot for letting so much bad things happen in my life again and again. It's like his promises apply to anyone but me...

Honestly, whatever you feel like praying is fine because right now I feel like giving up.

I'm sorry this happened. I personally don't you or the anything else.

I believe your Christian.

Have you repented ??

Sins can be road block between Christians and God.

In judges. Israel lost the battle against tribe of Benjamin, because they didn't repent.

I'm not judging anyone or criticize anyone.

Jesus can Fix your situation or problems.

You should pray privately to Jesus , and ask for help. Jesus can change heart's and minds.

Advice.

Can you get away from your family, and move in with grandparents or relatives ???

Next step.
Need medical documentation to get SSI.
Social services might give benefits to you.

Apply for low income housing.

Try to get away from your situation.

Pray to God. Repent.

I hope this helps.

 

[Nancy]

Praying for your horrible situation @Monosy

 

[Gottservant]

My family have struggled with my mental health. They would always interpret things the way they wanted - "You kicked the cat!" 'no, I moved it slowly with my foot' (I would say). Then they put me on awful medication and I had a melt-down. In the end I was exonerated. It's still hard to trust, but I always remember the words the Lord gave to me:

If you can laugh at your cure, you are not far from being well

I will pray for you and those similar to you.