I thank Him that I am alive today. I should have died years ago because I can't take treatment for Systemic lupus. I've had Hepatitis C. since 1973 and can't take treatment for that. Due to an adverse drug reaction, I lay dead in the local emergency department. As they were filling out my time of death, my heart started beating again. I thank Him that I survived decades of drug addiction. I should have died from a massive morphine overdose 21 years ago, a suicide attempt, my last one. I thank Him that I haven't touched a needle, or abused a drug, in 17 years. I thank Him that I was able to walk a mile to the grocery store today and buy food. I thank Him I ran into my boys Caleb, and Joshua. I thank Him that they are both drug-free, hard-working family men. Most of all, I thank Him that He loves me like He does and that He's so real to me. That I'm going to spent eternity with Him. Thank You, Abba; thank You, Moshiach; thank You, Ruach! :)