Fear, Anxiety and Panic Conditions of the Perception

[Raccoon1010]

I recovered from severe anxiety and panic attacks, and also the associated severe depression time of my existence thru the intervention of God and His graceful healing power. Amen to that for my troubles and storms were calmed into a peaceful, joyful and loving path with the help of a loving and kind Father God, with the Savior His Son Jesus the Christ, and the Holy Ghost.

And God had me ignore a selfish and self serving life which left me sinfully approaching hell and I was afraid of dying that way and being judged to a hell existence of Fire and Darkness. I'm not sure that hell and death was a correct assessment by me at all. Some church false authority had promoted and taught that illusion and lie. Which lie is: "We must be good to be saved in nature and action", and it may be taught in language that is different depending on the church someone is attending if they are their to be taught doctrine of God or Satan by man.

The scripture that applies to that is the following:

16 Now behold, one came and said to Him, “Good Teacher, what good thing shall I do that I may have eternal life?”

17 So He said to him, “Why do you call Me good? No one is good but One, that is, God. But if you want to enter into life, keep the commandments.”

18 He said to Him, “Which ones?”

Jesus said, “‘You shall not murder,’ ‘You shall not commit adultery,’ ‘You shall not steal,’ ‘You shall not bear false witness,’ 19 ‘Honor your father and your mother,’ and, ‘You shall love your neighbor as yourself.’ ”

20 The young man said to Him, “All these things I have kept from my youth. What do I still lack?”

21 Jesus said to him, “If you want to be perfect, go, sell what you have and give to the poor, and you will have treasure in heaven; and come, follow Me.”

And a person can logically conclude ideas from those verses if they are using all the faculties at their command, which is mental, emotional and spirit discernment (discernment can be given by God if a person humbly asks Him to provide it, and a person may not have that ability on their own)

The other related scriptures that apply to that are the following:

Revelation 20:12 And I saw the dead, small and great, standing before God, and books were opened. And another book was opened, which is the Book of Life. And the dead were judged according to their works, by the things which were written in the books.

Ephesians 2:8 For by grace you have been saved through faith, and that not of yourselves; it is the gift of God, 9 not of works, lest anyone should boast.

Now if you read the scriptures I posted above you might have seen a conflict of ideas. Salvation from God following His commandments and also the other idea which is saved by Grace thru Faith. In the Jesus directed commandment area I quoted it further stipulates that Jesus directed the person to be perfect, which is to sell all and follow after him. That appears to be an important condition that should not be overlooked.

A short and important message from the bible about what that means and what God and the Apostles had directed at the end of the New Testament regarding living near perfect lives. And I will place that scripture quote now:

41 Then they that gladly received his word were baptized: and the same day there were added unto them about three thousand souls.

42 And they continued stedfastly in the apostles' doctrine and fellowship, and in breaking of bread, and in prayers.

43 And fear came upon every soul: and many wonders and signs were done by the apostles.

44 And all that believed were together, and had all things common;

45 And sold their possessions and goods, and parted them to all men, as every man had need.

46 And they, continuing daily with one accord in the temple, and breaking bread from house to house, did eat their meat with gladness and singleness of heart,

47 Praising God, and having favour with all the people. And the Lord added to the church daily such as should be saved.

So what we should have understood from that scripture is that in order to be saved by obeying the commandments in that way, a person must live as described in the scripture I quoted. In verse 47 above it states: "And the Lord added to the church daily such as should be saved."

Continued in next post...

 

[Raccoon1010]

And what a person should have concluded is in fact that they cannot judge themselves as saved or damned. That is certainly Gods authority. And God has various methods for saving His creations.

And the beguilement which is in other words deception that caused my anxiety, panic attack and depression was not in fact disobeying the written commandments as recorded in the bible at all. But others had beaten ideas into me about what they thought were sinful behaviors and I somehow accepted those lies and believed them. There is this whole area of what society and man lies about and they can beat into you what they think is moral and ethical behavior. And cities even have what they call "sin taxes" which is the governments taxing and forcing payments from tobacco and alcohol and even now days marijuana. And governments and their policing agencies have enforcement to inflict injury on the persons souls by arresting them for their laws, which might not be directed as law commandments of God at all. And they can even place you in their cement dungeons with criminals that murder, steal, rape and commit other crimes. Their dungeons are where they keep their career criminals that enjoy breaking the laws, which may also include some of the actual commandments of God as spelled out in the bible.

I also realized that man cannot judge themselves and also that some people didn't even know themselves enough to perform that function. And that was Gods divine ability and power He has anyways. He will certainly determine if someone is saved, because that requires deliver from the fall which leads to hell and death. Can a man deliver himself out of hell and death after this life has finished? Certainly only Jesus can do that. And he, together with the Father and the Holy Ghost can deliver us out of hell and then death and into Heaven.

The bible covers what is acceptable use for alcohol and does not cover tobacco as I don't believe the plant species of tobacco existed in the region where the bible was recorded. And the scripture that covers alcohol use is the following (there are more that address that, and the wine of the New Testament stories certainly contained alcohol Was New Testament Wine Alcoholic? - Christ and Culture):

Proverbs 31:6 Give strong drink to him who is perishing, And wine to those who are bitter of heart. 7 Let him drink and forget his poverty, And remember his misery no more.

Now wine, strong drink (which is hard alcohol in my society) and tobacco can certainly cause addiction which could be manipulated and further increase that addiction from forces outside Gods Temple area. Those forces include demonic spirits and man made devices and influence. There is also a physical nature to substances which may become addictive. The more you use those substances then the more powerful a possible addiction becomes. Using in moderation can allow a persons willpower to be strong enough to refrain from using it. The bible says not to drink in the day. We are to be productive members of society, working, retired and other areas of life.

Society and their forces and governments and even some churches might promote prohibition. Is that a "good" direction for society?

Some of us in life along the way, may develop conditions, mentally, emotionally and physically which are painful. And some live healthy lives and may never experience those conditions. And they may even falsely believe that prohibition is a good idea. Pain medication certainly has a role in treatment of painful conditions. There are many painful conditions a person might experience in life (like surgery) and I believe people have the God given right to choose for themselves what they will take into their bodies which is the Temple of God created for them. And that current choice in my state is between opiods, alcohol, or marijuiana.

Pain which can be felt by a person, mentally, emotionally or physically can cause complications of those areas which can further deteriorate their condition if not addressed with pain relievers. And that is a persons own choice as well as we all must decide for ourselves and not be controlled or dominated by others attempting to force decisions upon our free will as given by God the creator.

Considering the future of society that would become a prohibition society I can clearly see that there would be no alcohol and might not even be tobacco. Alcohol is a natural pain reliever and was used in the early years of America for that purpose. Doctors eventual stumbled upon opioids. I personally have experienced both. Opiods have their place as a pain reliever of severe pain like that of post surgery. And it is usually intended to be used over short periods of time for recovery. The reason it is typically prescribed for short periods is that it has a extremely different addictive dynamic effect on a person. Although they both have pain relieving effects physically, emotionally and mentally, a person may find it extremely more difficult to refrain from unecessary use of opiods, and that may not be nearly as dramatic of a developed addiction than acohol.

The other problem and difference between alcohol and opiods is the mental, emtional and physical pain of withdrawal if used contiuously for too long. Both alcohol and opioids share a common dynamic which is withdrawal pain. And from what I have exeprienced from using both for pain relief is that opiods are intensly more painful to withdrawal from. And that is the area of discussion for the use of pain relief.

I would certainly not use opiods for the other use of alcohol. Let me requote what was given in the bible for proper alcohol use:

Proverbs 31:6 Give strong drink to him who is perishing, And wine to those who are bitter of heart. 7 Let him drink and forget his poverty, And remember his misery no more.

And what we can discern from the above scripture is that it is used for not only "perishing" which might be extreme pain, but also "bitter of heart" and relief from the sufferings of poverty.

Further more, the appostles, Jesus, all the Jews and even before the New Testament record, they were using alcohol in the form of wine during celebrations.

A person certainly has the right to use the hearbs God created upon the earth. And there are those that would attempt to restrict what God has naturally created upon the earth for mans dominion over those things.

Now about the possible future I saw for the prohibition agenda was that in that future society there would only be doctors who kept the authority over man and opiods that man was controlled when they desired or needed those functions of opiods and alcohol. And in the future prohibition society it was only opiods. It then appeared to be a totalitarian and controlling dictatorship agenda that was designed to control man as if they were children. And it appeared to have that possible psychologic effect on the patients as if they couldn't make their own decisions regarding the uses of alcohol or opiods. Certainly adults are not children, but the controlling and dominating agenda of prohobition might cause those feelings to develop in the psychology of the patient.

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Regarding recovery from anxiety, panic attacks and depression I had this to witness to:

And so I started going to Church services and serving God and Man. The Holy Ghost which was received after Baptism and Confirmation thru the Laying on of Hands and is a Comforter and Messenger of God and also performs other God services. God is the Father, Son and Holy Ghost. There is also as presented to me Heavenly Mother, which is a Holy and Celebrated Mother of Heaven. And there are the Angels of God as well that serve God in Heaven and Earth. And God, Heavenly Mother and their Angels are a blessing to man down here.

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I have identified possible problems with the creation and use of modern psychology and may address them later in another thread.

 

[Raccoon1010]

On the issue of opiods as I experienced it. I had to take it for 2 years and had to withdrawal from it's use. And that is if opiods are used continuously for a certain long period of time it has associated withdrawal symptoms. Alcohol as a similar problem for continual use issues.

Alcohol, even if someone has become an addict, can, God aiding, use alcohol responsibly later if the dosage is low enough and it is at the end of the day. I high dosage of alcohol can cause pain if the dosage is used continuously for too long. A simple small dose at the end of the day is not addictive that way. Unless the tempter harasses the person or MK-Ultra methods are used against them. And MK-Ultra methods are derived from studying the principles I wrote about above in the posts and used against a targeted individual.

As well as my experience with 2 years of opiod use and then refraining from use, 10 years later I had a severe painful condition and was prescribed opiods and had not problem letting the opiods go. It was a small prescription of 25 pills of Vikodin. A year later, I had another traumatic injury that was painful and needed opiod level pain relief, and had again no problem letting the opiod go.

Later I was at a local medical clinic and had confessed to the doctor when asked previously whether I had ever used opiods before, and I can't remember how the question was stated and probably was misleading in the first place, but was labeled by that doctor as an opiod addict. And at the time later I had another painful condition which was years after the two previous issues and they didn't want to prescribe opiods for my condition and said I was an addict somehow, and also stated that they would normally give other patients opiods for the same medical condtion. The condition was a painful and temporary conditon that was expected to last no more than a week.

So I would caution people upon answering inappropriate questions the doctor might ask, such as previous opiod use, and at the psychologist even alcohol use. As it really is none of their business. They don't clearly understand how things really work. Do we lie to the doctor when asked or like Jesus when facing questions by authority of the Roman empire and Jews, he chose to remain silent. And I would also like to advise people that if a question is not answered at the doctors office or psychologist, they may not render care.

Anyone who has investigate the so called Alcoholics Anonymous program would know that that program is anonymous for a reason. And that reason is that people often will use that label, as inaccurate as it can be, as discrimination against an individual.

Some inappropriate courts even get aggressive and controlling and even dominating, such as socialism, totalitarianism, dictator and some Democrat run organizations. They may even throw a person in their cement dungeon if a person does not agree to their ideas of how to force people to stop breaking laws like drinking and driving. If convicted of drinking and driving they have a maximum sentence they can impose and also a lesser sentence if you agree to their conditions. Denying to agree to go to their so called "recovery" business can be used against a person as a means of coercion to comply. And I have experienced that myself. They may throw you in their cement dungeon and then check at a later time, say 3 months later, to see if you have changed your mind. Back when it happened to me and I received a driving under the influence of alcohol conviction. I believe the maximum sentence was 5 years in prison. And some of that is controlled under the supervision of a probation officer which may also demand that you accept an Alcoholics Anonymous program and engage with it, whether you agree with it or not. If you do not comply with their demands they may find that you are in non-compliance with your probation and apply a sentance up to the maximum (which in my case was 5 years in prison) in an attempt to coerce a person into not drinking at all.

Now the problem with that is that it might not be the drinking that is the problem in the first place, but rather drinking as assessed by them in a way they felt you could harm someone while driving.

Now the trick is this, some people in certain of those states can be arrested for drinking and driving for even smelling like alcohol whether they are officially too drunk to drive a vehicle safely. And there is the extreme cases where if a pedestrian is struck by a driver that smells like alcohol they may be convicted of a crime that occurred whether it is the pedestrians fault or the drivers. And I have heard those stories from people witnessing to them.

So what I experienced was an attempt to demand with force that I stop drinking alcohol. And their problem was driving under conditions they felt were dangerous.

And at that time I was happy and working and drinking small amounts of alcohol after work. I was functional and had not realized that the government I was subjected to was that dangerous. Things can happen in jail, and when I was in jail the first time, they placed me with a suspect that confessed to me, in the jail cell, that he was accused of murder for hanging his friend by a belt near the river.

Knowing how dangerous that government is, I would advise that if living subject to that type of evil in organizations, which are not complying with free agency in a Godly manner, I would not drive after drinking any amount of alcohol.

 

[Raccoon1010]

Perspective. Give this a listen.

Hi @BlessedPeace! I noticed the video was graphic in "horror" type artistic expression from a person creating some music with lyrics. I find horror content to be created to show people horror images or horror messages and situations. I have studied a little about terrorism and find it related to that issue. While terrorism is real, horror movies can certainly look realistic. Some people watch horror movies and I may engage in those viewings until I am engaged by a demonic spirit which can present itself during those experiences. The devils usually attempt to amplify the horror and use it for harassment in some people. I'm not sure everyone is aware of the spirit realm. God has shown me some of what is going on spiritually from Him and also regarding what the devil and his angels are up to. God protects me from that evil area often. Prayer to God during those times can be important. I use the following prayer:

"In the name of the Father, Son and Holy Ghost I command you to depart Satan."

And that proclaims my free will agency as a child of God regarding not wanting their presence or harassment. Next I ask God humbly for help.

"Dear Heavenly Father I pray you will cast out the devil from my presence. I know you have power over them."

I added the above not necessarily for you @BlessedPeace but for others that may be harassed by evil spirits from time to time. Not all Christian are harassed by evil spirits. They appear to have personal issues with some of us down here. That is something that has come up in discussions here on this forum in some areas.

 

[BlessedPeace]

Hi @BlessedPeace! I noticed the video was graphic in "horror" type artistic expression from a person creating some music with lyrics. I find horror content to be created to show people horror images or horror messages and situations. I have studied a little about terrorism and find it related to that issue. While terrorism is real, horror movies can certainly look realistic. Some people watch horror movies and I may engage in those viewings until I am engaged by a demonic spirit which can present itself during those experiences. The devils usually attempt to amplify the horror and use it for harassment in some people. I'm not sure everyone is aware of the spirit realm. God has shown me some of what is going on spiritually from Him and also regarding what the devil and his angels are up to. God protects me from that evil area often. Prayer to God during those times can be important. I use the following prayer:

"In the name of the Father, Son and Holy Ghost I command you to depart Satan."

And that proclaims my free will agency as a child of God regarding not wanting their presence or harassment. Next I ask God humbly for help.

"Dear Heavenly Father I pray you will cast out the devil from my presence. I know you have power over them."

I added the above not necessarily for you @BlessedPeace but for others that may be harassed by evil spirits from time to time. Not all Christian are harassed by evil spirits. They appear to have personal issues with some of us down here. That is something that has come up in discussions here on this forum in some areas.

For some odd reason it appears you are referencing a different video than what I posted here.

None of what you state in the first of your reply pertains in any way to the video content in the video I actually linked.

Which makes the prayers second part of your post irrelevant as any sort of "answer" to what is actually in the video I did share.


I hope you can get your phone or PC issue fixed soon. The actual video is really good.

 

[Raccoon1010]

For some odd reason it appears you are referencing a different video than what I posted here.

None of what you state in the first of your reply pertains in any way to the video content in the video I actually linked.

Which makes the prayers second part of your post irrelevant as any sort of "answer" to what is actually in the video I did share.


I hope you can get your phone or PC issue fixed soon. The actual video is really good.

If that is true then that is a problem. I will not post the actual lyrics to the video that is still showing in the window you created as it is too graphic for this thread's sensitive message. Would you please post the lyrics that appear in your viewing device related to the video you intended to display. Is it my device or yours that is not showing the correct content. I know you assumed it was mine. I'm not sure that is good to assume.

 

[BlessedPeace]

If that is true then that is a problem. I will not post the actual lyrics to the video that is still showing in the window you created as it is too graphic for this thread's sensitive message. Would you please post the lyrics that appear in your viewing device related to the video you intended to display. Is it my device or yours that is not showing the correct content. I know you assumed it was mine. I'm not sure that is good to assume.

But you did.

And quite extensively. Even offering a banishing prayer?



Why not press the YouTube icon in the video window your device allegedly showed you and PM me the link it opens on at YT?