It seems I am confined, through no choice of my own, to live for eternity, either in heaven or hell. Is it bad that I don’t find that appealing?
No, actually…it is quite natural to feel this way because “heaven or hell” were never the destinations for all people at all….the only choices God gave to humans was the choice between life of death….obey and live…disobey and die…it was really not more complicated than that. That is allowing God to be God, who gave us life and has the right to dictate how we live it.
Certainly no one finds the prospect of hell appealing. The heaven part sounds really nice, but for eternity?
Read Genesis and see that God created humans to live forever on earth in paradise conditions, but the first humans lost that life for all their offspring……Jesus came to buy it back under the law of redemption. If you understand what the big picture is, you can see clearly what the Scriptures teach about life and death.
If I don’t have a choice, what about my free will? I prefer to die and that be the end of it.
Your free will is yours to exercise…..if you do not want what God is offering, he will not impose his will on you. If you know the terms, you can simply ignore them and act in a manner contrary to his laws and principles….Jesus
offered life to people…he did not
impose it under threat of eternal torment in hell….he never taught such a thing. If we do not come to God willingly out of love, then he is not going to drag anyone kicking and screaming…..your wish can be granted. Your eternal future is in your own hands.