VictoryinJesus
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Jesus tried everything to convince the Pharisees of their tragic error. Finally, resorting to satire. His satire applies to anyone who wants to be in the Pharisee-Extremist Country Club. You know, working self-righteously to be the greatest in God’s eye. You can cut off a whole world of sinners from your sanctified circle; but, then, you will still have yourself to contend with. What then? What about YOU? By such logic, what should YOU do when your Religion conflicts with your own body and YOUR BODY causes YOU to “sin”?
I'm sorry I've been sick with an infection. Also, the board has become overwhelming; where I wonder (everyday, especially when not feeling well) if it would be better to not come here anymore. what this board has become to me is a sifting through others words constantly to judge those words (talking about myself here)… sifting relentlessly through others words to separate into piles of "correct" or "wrong". it happens time -and -time again on here...seeing it in myself and in others.. waiting … sifting.. for that one ridiculous "error" or "absurd" thing one says to discard the rest of them. I don't want to be victory under a microscope … hinging anything on what I might say or contribute; because (I've come to learn)sooner or later the moment I do not agree with something you said or shared... I will go back into the area of cheese-heads which can't be taught? (i'm not saying you will for sure put me back there, but that has been the case always.) I don't mean that to be disrespectful...but it helps now that I think about it with Paul. How can Paul...even if he crashed and burned... return to cheese-head which can't be taught? what I mean is...the agony of that microscope shining on six chapters of "you go, Paul!" "Yes!" then a screeching "halt" dead end-smack the ground "uh oh Paul...there you go...return to the cheese-heads!" THAT is my biggest question. IF it is not based off of our errors, not based off our weaknesses, or not based off our clenched-fist-white-knuckled- soaring-to maintain-afloat-mid-air-best-give-it-a-try-efforts... How can Paul crash and burn so terribly; straight nose-dive into the asphalt... aflight for 6 chapters and then, plunged desperately down? that is the anxiety and fear I carry inside of me...my counselor referred to it as "a fear based personality"(no, I don't think I was borne with a fear based personality).
Biggest question though … by what standard can Paul be discarded back, returned, into cheese-head land? After six chapters of it not being based off works but Grace? that fear based personality screams "this is a minefield." be careful, step and walking gently...for one wrong step and all the ones you have gained, safely, building up confidence to make the next step …a false confidence it is; because if the next step is wrong; there will be an "explosion!" where regardless of the ones.. steps... before … this explosion will define you as having failed the mine-field challenge indeed. That “minefield” changed to mine-field …as in “mine” who-that which belongs to Christ field. THE Mine-field….test. Everything …my anxiety, worry, dread, even my heart skipping beats inside my chest says “then stop walking it.” Why are you stressful and full of worry and anxiety? Just leave, Get off the mine-field. Just walk off from the challenge of impending “explosion” no matter how far you have achieved or come, troubling you to death…just walk off from being tested. Go relax somewhere away far away from “the mine-field” because your body is screaming …Alert!
makes me think of what you said of Paul’s plane crash…how right before a plane crash (I’ve never been in one so I’m not sure) but all the alerts go blaring, signaling, every light lit up on the dash in warning “we are going down at full speed” the sounds in the pit they show in the movies (all I have it to base it on); blaring all around; red alert, red alert! Parachute needed immediately!!!
—that is what my body seems to wean, signaling an alarm… leave the mine-field.
there was a point to the quote I choose to address, but I never got to it.
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