Hey Rach... just so you know I don't really like to communicate or read the bible by breaking apart paragraphs as I feel things tend to lose context... I've seen to many times where when people do that people end up confused and in huge arguments... and I hate arguments so if it's cool let's just keep the conversation as in context as possible... I have no interest in proving you wrong... just sharing beliefs and trying to understand each other...
So that sucks to hear about your illness... I hate disease = ( but think for a moment... and I'm not saying this is right but just a "what if". What if some pastor (Let's not use Benny Hinn's name since it seems to bring up to many preconceived judgments) was right and it is our lack of faith that was hindering us from being healed? I mean you never read once when it comes to Jesus that He wasn't willing to heal... it was always attributed to our lack of faith... I mean that might makes us feel like bad people but isn't that already been proven by the Law? Now I would never personally go to any pastor ever again whether it be Benny Hinn or Chuck Smith or the Pope because I don't need them... I know God... but I don't want to judge some pastor because what if he is right... what if it is our lack of faith? What if he's actually telling the truth and if people simply accepted responsibility they could be healed and by judging him and telling everyone that's a lie I was actually working against the truth and God because I cared more about the person feeling like I was being nice than I did about them? I'm not saying that in any way is the case with you or anyone else... but what if? That's why it's safer for me not to judge... as far as what Paul had to say... I agree with Him... I feel the same way... but I don't feel any more joy out of reading it in a book written by some guy I don't even know than I do when it's testified to by a person I know or more importantly when I see it with my own eyes.. actually far less... and I don't really see the bible as a love letter... I see Christ as a love letter not written on a piece of paper or on biblegateway.com but on people's hearts... and I told you what the pastor said... I'm not some stupid person that's unable to comprehend someone speaking but I tell you what the pastor said and you assume I'm wrong? Come on Rach... that makes me feel kind of insulted... like you automatically take the side of the pastor based on assumptions which means you must think pretty low of me? Honestly that's a little frustrating...
So let's think about what each other is saying for a bit... I don't want to go back and forth as that tend to not go so well when it comes to religion or politics... so be blessed sister and I hope the best for you and we'll talk again maybe in a couple days...
Ok. I feel like you're getting a little mad at me, and that wasn't my intention. Sorry. And I'll reply in a block as you like, even though I find it much easier to address things bit by bit.
Firstly, it's not my lack of faith that is holding the Lord back from healing me. I have complete faith that He could, should He choose to, and I await and pray for the day He will. But everyday that I wake up unwell, I choose to see it as an opportunity God has given to me. An opportunity to draw closer to Him, to help others in a similar situation. I know I have many things to learn, and that my faith is wanting yet, by I have total faith that I am exactly where my Lord wants me. And it just plain hurts to have anyone claiming Jesus as their Lord, to say that I am a stain on Jesus' master healing plan.
As far as getting joy out of reading the Bible, I suppose that is entirely personal and up to you. And yes, seeing the Love of Christ, and His obvious working in others lives, it's incredible! Knowing we have the Holy Spirit as helpers, and living daily doing our best to listen to His voice within us, is an amazing and constant thing. I'm not detracting form that at all. I think all I'm saying is this: many people think they are doing as you do...living by the code Jesus has written upon their hearts, holding themselves accountable to the voice within telling them what is true and what is best. And sometimes, sometimes this is works out, because Jesus is truly guiding them. But consider those who believe as you do, but have a darker force guiding them, be it the enemy or just deep rooted sin they have not put to death. It is possible to grieve and quench the Holy Spirit, and sadly people do that. Can you not see all the 'religions' in the world that have done just that? Muhammad thought he could do just that...he took the basics out of our Bible, used our roots, and has created a false god that will see millions perish. We need, as Christians, to be able to say...Yes, follow the Holy Spirit, and here's how you know it is the Holy Spirit. We know it, by what God has told us in His word.
I know you think I'm going at this like a dog with a bone, and truly Robbie, I don't want to fight with you. You're a dear man who always posts with love and humour. I'm just worried that if you dismiss the important foundation of Gods word, that He has expressly given us, then one day something may be able to lead you astray. I so much don't want that for any brother or sister in Christ.
As far as you thinking I was insulting you, please don't! Perhaps I didn't say it as well as I should have. I don't question what you heard, indeed many people come out with "traditional sayings" and have no sweet idea what they should mean! I know, myself, of Godly pastors, who say things like this, and they mean for us to check the Bible, and not just take what they're saying for face value.
I'll drop this now, as, like you, I'm not wishing for an argument. Please take it as it's meant, as concern. It's harder to let something casually drop when you feel real concern for the subject.
Be well, and surf safe!
Rach,
I think you may misunderstand the doctrine of Purgatory. I notice that you seem to understand that the Rapture is often misunderstood by people - I think Purgatory is misunderstood as well. Since this is not a thread about Purgatory, I will not hijack the topic with verses and catholic dogma.
OK! :)