@Cristo Rei ... Apparently... according to Truman... this is what I am...
.Maddy Addy...the woman with the .0001 second fuse! Lol
It's not a matter of forgiveness for me... which you ABSOLUTELY had when I walked away from your thread... It's TRUST... I suck at TRUSTING people... and when I am mis-quoted or mis-represented... I just give up and shut down... It's not you... but because I have come to care for you... I got my heart hurt when you told me I was cold.... I am many things but cold and uncaring is NOT one of them. I am a bleeding heart... I feel others pain... and it is a curse sometimes.
I will explain why I am like this.... I spent the better part of 3 weeks trying to defend why I don't think Salvation can be lost... NO matter how hard I tried to explain that my theology was NOT free license to sin... this one poster kept twisting my words... and it drove me batty... to this day... I IGNORE everything he posts... I don't have time for stuff like this.
These forums are TOUGH.... really tough... and maybe even tougher for someone like me who doesn't play well with others to begin with.
I really don't care what others believe... I respect that people have different opinions about things... and WE are all at different places in our faith.
This covid issue is exactly that... an ISSUE... and we all have different opinions about what is going on.
ALL the above to say.... I FORGIVE you... but you did not have to apologize... I shut down on you... that is how I am...
I have taken the time to EXPLAIN what happened so that you might know my heart a little better... I could have just kept it short... but you know me... MADDY ADDY the big mouth...
Tenderly... Addy