Well I suspect you were a child of Satan just like all of us were. Does that mean you're not saved?They reject Jesus and call Him a bastard. They laugh and say they're glad the Jews killed Him and they would do it too, over and over, if they could. He is not their God.
Well if you think the curse is worth the risk, have at it. I suggest you read the curses God warned us about first. Check out Deut 28.Matthew 10:32-33
[32]Whosoever therefore shall confess me before men, him will I confess also before my Father which is in heaven.
[33]But whosoever shall deny me before men, him will I also deny before my Father which is in heaven.
That's what they preached to the members of the cult church I was in (with my husband). "Touch not Mine anointed and do My prophets no harm!" So everyone was afraid that God would strike them dead if they "spoke against" the man. So never call out their evil deeds ...because he's God's chosen vessel and God protects him and ordains everything he does. This is a very gross misapplication of God's Word!!!
Jesus is still the God of Israel.