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notforgotten

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Hi, I'm new and this is my first post. I believe my savior would want me to share this with my brothers and sisters.

When I was an innocent 9 year old child, I saw Jesus in the most beautiful of whites, dressed as a shepherd on the wing of an airplane. I thought someone was trieing to deceive me into becoming highly religious. Then I got lost for 35 years and began hearing, seeing, wrestling with the unseen and witnessing powers of the invisible spirit world. Evil spirits had come into my life on account of my sins. I've lost touch with reality (was deceived) and nearly died at the hands of these devils - both human and demon alike- seen and unseen. I've witnessed that they lose their memories, family and friends. They appear to thirst for all that only their creator can give them. They are shacked to the Evil One to do his will for all of eternity. Their worm shall not die. They would had been better off had they not been born nor created. It is the human and angelic conditiion that we are evil and wicked without God!

I've seen the Holy Spirit and understood incompletely the Spirit of Life. Jesus and the Holy Spirit himself revealed the Spirit of Truth to me.

I've heard Father God say, "the battle against good and evil has been here since the beginning of time". The room filled with an ancient scent that God recreated from memory, to perfection, to give me knowledge that he was there in the beginning. The Fathers' voice sounds of Greatness not of this world. He spoke using my own vocal cords and when I wondered why my lips were not moving, he moved them like babble (foolish or meaningless talk) - four years later I got possessed by a demon twice trieing to sit on gods' throne, speaking through me, moving my lips, masquarading as god like a babbling fool. His glory was short lived!

Jesus, allowed me to suffer at the hands of these devils for 7 years until I learned that they were real and hence, Jesus as well. This is how Jesus had found me and opened my eyes to the spirit world to begin my vocation to be an adopted child of God. He left the flock to find that one lost sheep. He did the work 35 years in advance when I saw him on the wing of that airplane. Jesus knows are whole lives. I prayed to Jesus that he would not leave me to be evil like these people. He put my mom behind me, who is in heaven, and recreated the scent (much like the Father) of her holding me in her bossom as a child, a most loving memory (I could not have possibly remembered it myself) to give me knowledge of her presence. He was telling me that I was forgiven, would not be forgotten and that he would deliver me from this evil, our enemy, the devils. Also, Jesus introduced me to Saint Peter through a vision. St. Peter truly does look over the flock. To this day, I know that St. Peter and other Apostles are looking over me.

Since then, my Guardian Angel has made herself known to me, and I've had many visions and dreams of the Holy Family (family and friends - saints), some arranged by god and by the power of the higher angels with the saints, guiding me away from sin, in truth, toward salvation. Today, I thank god for my sufferings and wisdom gained. Also, I'm looking forward to being with God in heaven and seeing my mom again. GOD BLESS YOU!!
 

Raeneske

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notforgotten said:
Hi, I'm new and this is my first post. I believe my savior would want me to share this with my brothers and sisters.

When I was an innocent 9 year old child, I saw Jesus in the most beautiful of whites, dressed as a shepherd on the wing of an airplane. I thought someone was trieing to deceive me into becoming highly religious. Then I got lost for 35 years and began hearing, seeing, wrestling with the unseen and witnessing powers of the invisible spirit world. Evil spirits had come into my life on account of my sins. I've lost touch with reality (was deceived) and nearly died at the hands of these devils - both human and demon alike- seen and unseen. I've witnessed that they lose their memories, family and friends. They appear to thirst for all that only their creator can give them. They are shacked to the Evil One to do his will for all of eternity. Their worm shall not die. They would had been better off had they not been born nor created. It is the human and angelic conditiion that we are evil and wicked without God!

I've seen the Holy Spirit and understood incompletely the Spirit of Life. Jesus and the Holy Spirit himself revealed the Spirit of Truth to me.

I've heard Father God say, "the battle against good and evil has been here since the beginning of time". The room filled with an ancient scent that God recreated from memory, to perfection, to give me knowledge that he was there in the beginning. The Fathers' voice sounds of Greatness not of this world. He spoke using my own vocal cords and when I wondered why my lips were not moving, he moved them like babble (foolish or meaningless talk) - four years later I got possessed by a demon twice trieing to sit on gods' throne, speaking through me, moving my lips, masquarading as god like a babbling fool. His glory was short lived!

Jesus, allowed me to suffer at the hands of these devils for 7 years until I learned that they were real and hence, Jesus as well. This is how Jesus had found me and opened my eyes to the spirit world to begin my vocation to be an adopted child of God. He left the flock to find that one lost sheep. He did the work 35 years in advance when I saw him on the wing of that airplane. Jesus knows are whole lives. I prayed to Jesus that he would not leave me to be evil like these people. He put my mom behind me, who is in heaven, and recreated the scent (much like the Father) of her holding me in her bossom as a child, a most loving memory (I could not have possibly remembered it myself) to give me knowledge of her presence. He was telling me that I was forgiven, would not be forgotten and that he would deliver me from this evil, our enemy, the devils. Also, Jesus introduced me to Saint Peter through a vision. St. Peter truly does look over the flock. To this day, I know that St. Peter and other Apostles are looking over me.

Since then, my Guardian Angel has made herself known to me, and I've had many visions and dreams of the Holy Family (family and friends - saints), some arranged by god and by the power of the higher angels with the saints, guiding me away from sin, in truth, toward salvation. Today, I thank god for my sufferings and wisdom gained. Also, I'm looking forward to being with God in heaven and seeing my mom again. GOD BLESS YOU!!
May I ask you something dear one? How is it possible that Peter is looking after the flock, right now?
 

Raeneske

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notforgotten said:
John 21:16

He then said to him a second time, "Simon, son of John, do you love me?" He said to him, "Yes Lord, you know that I love you." He said to him, "Tend my sheep."
Yes, but I mean now. As Peter is long gone.
 

notforgotten

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I believe this quote requires an eternal interpretation because Saint Peter is very much still alive with Jesus in heaven and he also holds the keys to heaven and if he holds the keys to heaven, think about it - how are you going to get into heaven without him?
 

notforgotten

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Revelation 12:11 "And they overcame him by the blood of the Lamb and the word of their testimony."

Joel 2:28 "And it shall come to pass afterward that I will pour out My Spirit on all flesh; your sons and daughters shall prophesy, your old men shall dream dreams, your young men shall see visions."

Galatians 5:22-23 But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, self control.
 

Raeneske

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notforgotten said:
Revelation 12:11 "And they overcame him by the blood of the Lamb and the word of their testimony."

Joel 2:28 "And it shall come to pass afterward that I will pour out My Spirit on all flesh; your sons and daughters shall prophesy, your old men shall dream dreams, your young men shall see visions."

Galatians 5:22-23 But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, self control.
I hope you saw my inboxed message dear ntotforgotten :)
 

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Thank you for your testimony. I pray others that may be experiencing the same things find encouragement in what you have posted.

God bless you!
 

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Hi and welcome. Thanks for your testimony.

I agree with Raeneske. Jesus is our shepherd. You will be fully saved and get to heaven if you never knew of Peter. If Peter doesn't open the door to heaven for you, just call Jesus :).

One thing that I noticed that needs to be addressed is where you say ''Jesus, allowed me to suffer at the hands of these devils for 7 years until I learned that they were real and hence''. Jesus would do no such! People get possessed because it is their desire or in the case of some kids, the parents desire.
 

notforgotten

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I believe that Jesus did allow me to suffer at the hands of those devils for 7 years. I believe that he could have interceded at any time. I learned a lot about the dead in those 7 years and understand better now the evil in which we are delivered from. From our sufferings come wisdom. It was a call to grace. God allowed Jesus to suffer. Jesus treats us like the Father treats him. I thank god for my sufferings. I would not change it for the world.

Also, it was never my desire to bring evil spirits into my life. That's what some satanist desire. It was my sin that brought evil spirits into my life.

I realize that we all have differant eyes and sometimes see things differently. Thank you for your input.
 

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You have certainly had a hard road to walk dear one but "Praise the Lord" and he had a mind for your future deliverance in the beginning. No-one can judge another's testimony since our relationship with God is a personal one. I see that the Lord had given you helpers along the way and Praise God that he has drawn you near to him through his blood. Suffering at the hand of the enemy is not God's desire but he will not forcibly over-ride your decision to choose the path that leads to death. He will however, wait for you to ask him for help when you are at the end of yourself...

Blessings to you and Welcome to CyB! :)
 

notforgotten

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1 Peter 5:8-11 Be sober and vigilant. Your opponent the devil is prowling around like a roaring lion looking for [someone] to devour. Resist him, steadfast in faith, knowing that your fellow believers throughout the world undergo the same sufferings. The God of all grace who called you to his eternal glory through Christ [Jesus] will himself restore, confirm, strengthen, and establish you after you have suffered a little. To him be dominion forever. Amen.
 

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notforgotten said:
Hi, I'm new and this is my first post. I believe my savior would want me to share this with my brothers and sisters.

When I was an innocent 9 year old child, I saw Jesus in the most beautiful of whites, dressed as a shepherd on the wing of an airplane. I thought someone was trieing to deceive me into becoming highly religious. Then I got lost for 35 years and began hearing, seeing, wrestling with the unseen and witnessing powers of the invisible spirit world. Evil spirits had come into my life on account of my sins. I've lost touch with reality (was deceived) and nearly died at the hands of these devils - both human and demon alike- seen and unseen. I've witnessed that they lose their memories, family and friends. They appear to thirst for all that only their creator can give them. They are shacked to the Evil One to do his will for all of eternity. Their worm shall not die. They would had been better off had they not been born nor created. It is the human and angelic conditiion that we are evil and wicked without God!

I've seen the Holy Spirit and understood incompletely the Spirit of Life. Jesus and the Holy Spirit himself revealed the Spirit of Truth to me.

I've heard Father God say, "the battle against good and evil has been here since the beginning of time". The room filled with an ancient scent that God recreated from memory, to perfection, to give me knowledge that he was there in the beginning. The Fathers' voice sounds of Greatness not of this world. He spoke using my own vocal cords and when I wondered why my lips were not moving, he moved them like babble (foolish or meaningless talk) - four years later I got possessed by a demon twice trieing to sit on gods' throne, speaking through me, moving my lips, masquarading as god like a babbling fool. His glory was short lived!

Jesus, allowed me to suffer at the hands of these devils for 7 years until I learned that they were real and hence, Jesus as well. This is how Jesus had found me and opened my eyes to the spirit world to begin my vocation to be an adopted child of God. He left the flock to find that one lost sheep. He did the work 35 years in advance when I saw him on the wing of that airplane. Jesus knows are whole lives. I prayed to Jesus that he would not leave me to be evil like these people. He put my mom behind me, who is in heaven, and recreated the scent (much like the Father) of her holding me in her bossom as a child, a most loving memory (I could not have possibly remembered it myself) to give me knowledge of her presence. He was telling me that I was forgiven, would not be forgotten and that he would deliver me from this evil, our enemy, the devils. Also, Jesus introduced me to Saint Peter through a vision. St. Peter truly does look over the flock. To this day, I know that St. Peter and other Apostles are looking over me.

Since then, my Guardian Angel has made herself known to me, and I've had many visions and dreams of the Holy Family (family and friends - saints), some arranged by god and by the power of the higher angels with the saints, guiding me away from sin, in truth, toward salvation. Today, I thank god for my sufferings and wisdom gained. Also, I'm looking forward to being with God in heaven and seeing my mom again. GOD BLESS YOU!!
What can I say... ? A lot really, but I want. I'll leave it up to the other more gentile, i mean gentle believers to converse with you on this. I'm interested in their replies. :)
 

notforgotten

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Through my testimony, I bear witness to the Lords truth in the Holy Bible:

Luke 15:4-6 What man of you, having a hundred sheep, if he loses one of them, does not leave the ninety-nine in the wilderness, and go after the one which is lost until he finds It? And when he has found it, he lays it on his shoulders, rejoicing. And when he comes home, he calls together his friends and neighbors, saying to them, 'Rejoice with me, for I have found my sheep which was lost!'