Raccoon1010
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I can remember living a very selfish lifestyle. I had friends and gave them things, but still was very selfish. I was raised in a church that taught to obey the commandments. I also had this feeling that I needed to flee hell's grasp. I felt I was destined for hell. I wasn't living in a way that I could honestly say that I believed was right.
One day I just turned to God and resisted temptation and started going to church. It became easier and easier to do good and go to church. I started living in a way that I could like myself.
I got married and continued to go to church. And after years I was hit with a Job-like experience and lost everything. It made me question my religion. I fell back into the selfish lifestyle.
God one day, not too many years ago, visited me in spirit and forgave me of my sins. He said he resurrected me spiritually. To this day I still struggle with selfishness. But I have hope. And maybe it's because I'm poor and have health problems that I tend not to be the selfless guy I once was.
I'm not sure when I was "born again". But I've read the bible on what sin is and how many commandments there honestly are. I can't say that I won't sin and honestly feel I'm at the mercy of God now. If I am to be saved, it will not be because of anything I do. And I know God loves us and doesn't have to. And that makes me feel better.
One day I just turned to God and resisted temptation and started going to church. It became easier and easier to do good and go to church. I started living in a way that I could like myself.
I got married and continued to go to church. And after years I was hit with a Job-like experience and lost everything. It made me question my religion. I fell back into the selfish lifestyle.
God one day, not too many years ago, visited me in spirit and forgave me of my sins. He said he resurrected me spiritually. To this day I still struggle with selfishness. But I have hope. And maybe it's because I'm poor and have health problems that I tend not to be the selfless guy I once was.
I'm not sure when I was "born again". But I've read the bible on what sin is and how many commandments there honestly are. I can't say that I won't sin and honestly feel I'm at the mercy of God now. If I am to be saved, it will not be because of anything I do. And I know God loves us and doesn't have to. And that makes me feel better.
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