Sure wish we all lived nearer. I'm so sorry about all of the pain and grief my friend. We may be social misfits on this earth, and even within a Church. It makes life very lonely and awkward, makes one not even want to leave the house. My prayer is that our God would reach His loving hand into that deep dark hole and lift you up high. I pray that He would reveal your worth to Him...you are His beautiful daughter that He willingly died for. This world is so cold, so cruel and full of hatred and evil, and that can put us in such darkness when Satan gets a hold of our weaknesses and speaks lie after lie after lie. We lose many battles but, it's the getting back up and remembering the Words God says about us and we KNOW that He never, ever lies or misleads us. I don't know about you but, my guess is you are like me and will seek the "misfits" just to make them more comfortable in their own skin. We can relate to them, they break our hearts as we know how they are feeling. My sibs and I are alike in this manner, all of us and, we have come to the conclusion that we were never well developed socially as kids...rarely did we ever get to visit our cousins, Aunts and Uncles so, we are also misfits there...we are an enigma to them as they always wondered about us. My dad was not well liked so, we kind of figure with that and 7 high strung kids, close in age could have played a part in us not going to visit our relatives. Either way, we have a new family who loves us and are right there when we are suffering. That is huge! We will never ever run out of prayers to be lifted to God, I am sending you hugs Rita from (as Helen would say) across the pond, ha!
Hey! Maybe you and I can do a study on Ephesians 6 together on here. We could get a study book on it and, then discuss via inbox or even Voom! Please feel free to inbox me...take a listen to Lauren Daigles "You Say" on Youtube and listen to the simple words and, I pray that those words will bless you as they did me last summer. We need the reminders now and then, I will listen to what He say's about me because He is so loving and perfect in ALL His ways.
God Bless you much Rita, we will talk later as I must run here. But, will catch up with you later, through inbox. So, hang tight and KNOW that I'm praying for you my NON-misfitted friend and sister :)
Gods Love,
nancy
xo