Im not sure what it means but I don’t know that I would say a dramatic Baptism means anything different than an undramatic or gradual awareness one. I rather think the opposite sometimes. I think maybe weaker ones might need something dramatic to get and keep their attention. They might not notice a gradual one. Or one who receives a gradual one might be greatly distressed by a dramatic one. Some babies are fine with noise and some are very fearful and startled by noise.
Can you find me somewhere in the Bible where an anointing with holy spirit was gradual?...or something that made the recipient fearful? Every one that I have read about was aware straight away that God had invited them to heaven....and they were overjoyed at the prospect....delighted with the insight that came with that anointing.
Can you also find me a scripture where it says that all Christians go to heaven.....what is the point of that? Why did God put us here on earth with all that we would need to enjoy everlasting life on this specially prepared planet, if it was just a training ground for heaven? I could never understand the logic of that.....angels were created before us and they didn't have to spend time training to live where God created them to live. God created us to live on earth...just not under the present conditions.
Jesus said that
"the meek will inherit the earth"...not heaven.
Do you understand what God created for Adam and his wife at the beginning? Do you know what they lost when they disobeyed him?
Christ came to give his life so that we could get back what was stolen from us.....unending life in an earthly paradise with no sickness, ageing or death to interfere with our enjoyment of life. Sin is what produces those things.....without sin there is the "real" life, not this phony counterfeit that Adam created for us by falling for the devil's temptation.
Revelation 21:3-4 is yet to see fulfillment....
I can’t connect with you on the preference to not leave earth if I was given a choice, which I’m not. If He gave me a choice, I’d be gone in 2 seconds. My body hurts and decays more every day. I have to see awful things that break my heart - hatreds and abuses and unspeakable things that vex me to have to see or hear. It’s all very insufficient and broken and imperfect. The sorrows outweigh whatever light comfort I could ever wring from this world. It’s not my home and He stole my heart from it immediately. I would prefer not to remain in insufficiency any longer than He desires. I look forward to a new body that will never decay or suffer. I look forward to a place where there are no more tears or sorrow.
This is not the world that God created....this is the world that satan created.....and God is about to deal with all those who want to exploit others and make life here a misery. That is what the "lake of fire" is for....the "goats"...the ones Jesus deems to be unworthy to remain alive because of the misery they have caused to others....and the denial of his existence.
I don’t know why your heart is still fixed and comfortable on earth. Only He knows what He’s doing with every man or woman. And I’m not in unthankfulness or complaining. I just see the world differently now. I see it’s ugly and crooked seams.
We can all see how crooked it all is...but why did God allow it?
Jesus' encounter with the devil answers that question I believe....
"So he [the devil] brought him [Jesus] up and showed him all the kingdoms of the inhabited earth in an instant of time. 6 Then the Devil said to him: “I will give you all this authority and their glory, because it has been handed over to me, and I give it to whomever I wish. 7 If you, therefore, do an act of worship before me, it will all be yours.” 8 In reply Jesus said to him: “It is written, ‘It is Jehovah your God you must worship, and it is to him alone you must render sacred service.’” (Luke 4:5-8)
Jesus did not refute his statement but understood exactly why God had "delivered all the Kingdoms of the inhabited earth" over to the devil.....this is the 'wannabe god' who said that the true God lied, and that the humans were entitled to know what was good and what was evil for themselves....he also said that the death penalty did not apply, so that they could eat with impunity and "be like God".....
We know who lied....but for the sake of mankind coming after them, as well as the angels (who all had free will) it was necessary to establish who was the better ruler.....the one with laws or the one who would let you do whatever you like....there was only one way for God to prove that satan was a pathetic choice....and that was to allow him to rule the world, (1 John 5:19) knowing full well what a mess he would make of it. But God did not abandon Adam's children, plunged into this situation through no fault on their part. He provided them with guidance all through history....and kept a record of events that would serve as precedents for all time to come.
God now has a full record of all the devil's failures, so never again will a "satan" (resister) or a devil (slanderer) ever rear their ugly heads in opposition to God again.....we already know how it ends.