You've shown over and over that you don't belong to Jesus- so don't bring HIM into this.
You can''t reject His Church and claim to belong to Him . . .
I can reject your "church" all i like it is not from God, teh whole thing is based on a lie which started right here,
Mat 16:15 He saith unto them, But whom say ye that I am?
Mat 16:16 And Simon Peter answered and said, Thou art the Christ, the Son of the living God.
Mat 16:17 And Jesus answered and said unto him, Blessed art thou, Simon Barjona: for flesh and blood hath not revealed it unto thee, but my Father which is in heaven.
Mat 16:18 And I say also unto thee, That thou art Peter, and upon this rock I will build my church; and the gates of hell shall not prevail against it.
His ' Ecclesia" gathering of people, since that is what Christ is all about, is based on "revelation" just as Jesus was teaching Peter, but you have none. The lie just grew from there. So according to you, for 13 years, you have being calling Jesus a liar, a hypocrite, and God knows what else, since every time you call those who tell you the truth, one of these things you do teh same to Jesus, have you not read,
Mat 18:5 And whoso shall receive one such little child in my name receiveth me.
Mat 18:6 But whoso shall offend one of these little ones which believe in me, it were better for him that a millstone were hanged about his neck, and that he were drowned in the depth of the sea.
No ill keep praying for you, and will wait to see you on the other side, it is men like you that God can use to His advantage just like Saul that all started here.
Act 9:3 And as he journeyed, he came near Damascus: and suddenly there shined round about him a light from heaven:
Act 9:4 And he fell to the earth, and heard a voice saying unto him, Saul, Saul, why persecutest thou me?
Act 9:5 And he said, Who art thou, Lord? And the Lord said, I am Jesus whom thou persecutest: it is hard for thee to kick against the pricks.