Sister, we are not far apart in our beliefs. However, the timing is an issue. If anyone had told me that I had received the Holy Spirit when I first believed, and was convinced reading scripture that I had indeed been saved, plus the church told me so, I would have argued to the death!Sister....I believe we are saved from wrath and regenerated in the inner man when we come to faith in Christ with faith not of our own. We were reconciled and restored to God through Christ. This was our experience and testimony, and many of us (I hope most) also received a baptism of the Holy Spirit either at the same time or sometime after.
What we have been through is indeed earth shattering. But we must stick to scripture as you so often rightly say.
But all that I regard as betrothal and not the consummation of the marriage. And betrothal is a contractual covenant that is as binding as the marriage itself. Betrothal is a time of promise and preparation....the promises that are yes and amen.......which we then are tasked with "apprehending." Already ours by promise but we also are on the journey to get hold of them in fact. I think different people may be talking about the same thing but have different understanding in the details and God sometimes using different scriptures to light the way for each person.
I think you'll agree with this....that a big part of the journey that I'm seeing (and experiencing) has to do with how deep and thorough is our repentance. When we first came to faith we hardly even knew what sin was much less how utterly and thoroughly sinful we really are. Because it's not just about the obvious outer sins, it's about inner things and inadvertent sins that most of us aren't even aware of without allowing the light of the Lord searching our inward parts....because He desires truth in our inward parts, not just outward. Rending of our heart, not just our garments. This is washing the inside of our cup, not just the outside. It goes to the depths of our soul and the root of our sin crying out to God for deliverance and a cutting off of that root. And this is what bridal intimacy is all about, as the Lord gave me understanding. We can't become His "wife", in this life at least, without it. And I think (and hope) it will culminate in something that Oswald Chambers wrote...that sanctification itself has to be sanctified, ie, we must "deliberately give Him our sanctified life" as His possession for His service.
Amen to this! It is a time of betrothal indeed, the marriage is not yet. So the same pattern of the order of salvation is agreed on - mainly. But this view of yours contradicts your idea of not mixing things. And especially not mixing things of the Spirit.
The cleansing starts when we first believe, and continues to the spot in time when it has been fulfilled - in this life and we are joined with Christ. I hope you agree there. So glad you have read Oswald Chambers one of my initial influencers.
But indeed the depth and thoroughness of our repentance has to be worked towards, until we are ready to be the bride. How much is lost by God's people when they keep it in a future of mists instead of seeing that it is ours by inheritance today.
I think this is pictured by the indentured slave being set free in the Sabbath year, but if he loves his Master he may from his own free will, covenant to remain as His slave/servant and have his ear pierced at the Master's doorway. And of course this can only be transacted in the spirit, God bringing each soul to that place. (Can't be done without His spirit, as if it were a mere ritual or mental choice.)
Anyway, just wanted to share my personal understanding of this so far, though I believe God may use different ways and different scriptures to show truth to different people.
Anyway, I just want to give all of what I believe God has shown me by His Spirit before my time is up. In human terms it is not far away and my task will have been fulfilled.