Understanding MPD/DID & SRA/MK

[Shattered]

This forum is definitely not a safe place.

 

[TLHKAJ]

I did a little research too. Some of the information talked about a man with a dog's head in connection with Saint Christopher. That stood out to me for some reason.

Wow, now that is even more interesting. I do have memories of a ritual when I was age 4 (mayan pyramids) that was conducted by 2 nephilim. One was an upright lizard and the other was an "Anubis" ... human body with a dog head.

 

[lilygrace]

This forum is definitely not a safe place.

not always. appears to be calmer for now....
i offer you *hugs* if ok

i wish to try to still speak if i can

 

[TLHKAJ]

maybe tw below.:.
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anubis. associated with isis osiris ...horus. this is egyptian stuff which tends to be associations if i am correct?

Yes, you are correct ...anubis is the Egyptian "god of the dead." There was a big celebration of this entity by our own nation several years back when they put up the "arch of baal" in New York City and then paraded a huge statue of anubis across the country to the Denver Airport.

 

[TLHKAJ]

yes. and to see you misrepresented and the opposite of what you are saying and what i see was very upsetting to me.

 

[Heart2Soul]

i am having issues with understanding your and walter's posts tbh.

I didn't have much to post. I was reading through the thread and made one comment to @marks post...and from that I received some backlash for it.
My reason for coming into this thread was because a member privately asked a question and I came here to see what they were referencing.
I will take my leave and let you guys continue your discussion.
Have a blessed night

 

[Heart2Soul]

DID has nothing at all to do with a reprobate mind.

Didn't associate it with a reprobate mind....post 1448..marks commented on Jostler's post describing evil men and their intent to create mind control (ad lib)....

 

[Heart2Soul]

I didn't see you or walter contributing in the way of support, but if y'all would like to, be my guest. It looks more like a bunch of confusion. It looked like you were comparing survivors to reprobates. If I misunderstood what you were trying to say, I apologize.

But please go back to @Jostler's posts from today. He was offering some Biblical points related to survivors. Do you have something to contribute to that topic?

I am very compassionate and supportive of anyone who has suffered from abuse of any kind. I am a victim of abuse but I don't remain in a victim mentality because God has healed me mentally and emotionally.

Clarify: I have not suffered the kind of abuse this thread is about but I am very sympathetic to victims who have because I know how damaging abuse is to a person mentally and emotionally....and compared to this my abuse is nothing.

 

[TLHKAJ]

Didn't associate it with a reprobate mind....post 1448..marks commented on Jostler's post describing evil men and their intent to create mind control (ad lib)....

Thank you for clarifying. That makes more sense.

 

[truthquest]

I'm sure you're doing this already, but maybe ask inside who wanted the necklace and why.

Yes, I'll do that.

I was wearing it in my senior picture. I just noticed that. I don't think I wore it after leaving that girl's home.

 

[truthquest]

Wow, now that is even more interesting. I do have memories of a ritual when I was age 4 (mayan pyramids) that was conducted by 2 nephilim. One was an upright lizard and the other was an "Anubis" ... human body with a dog head.

That is interesting. One with a dog head. How big were those nephilim?

 

[TLHKAJ]

That is interesting. One with a dog head. How big were those nephilim?

The lizard stood upright, thin ...not incredibly tall...maybe over 5 feet, but not over 6 ft. The anubis type was taller ... I'd say over 6ft. Mind you, I was 4 yrs old and bound to an altar. So that is my best assessment. I don't remember any humans there other than myself and the s*crificial victims (3 infants).

 

[TLHKAJ]

I am very compassionate and supportive of anyone who has suffered from abuse of any kind. I am a victim of abuse but I don't remain in a victim mentality because God has healed me mentally and emotionally.

Clarify: I have not suffered the kind of abuse this thread is about but I am very sympathetic to victims who have because I know how damaging abuse is to a person mentally and emotionally....and compared to this my abuse is nothing.

How long would you say you experienced the effects and pain from the abuse you suffered?

 

[truthquest]

The lizard stood upright, thin ...not incredibly tall...maybe over 5 feet, but not over 6 ft. The anubis type was taller ... I'd say over 6ft. Mind you, I was 4 yrs old and bound to an altar. So that is my best assessment. I don't remember any humans there other than myself and the s*crificial victims (3 infants).

The lizard one, can you remember any details like the eyes or anything else?

 

[TLHKAJ]

The lizard one, can you remember any details like the eyes or anything else?

Not really, bc they were kind of facing each other, occasionally looking over at me, as they were discussing me, my "special/chosen" status (which of course, is not an honor any of us want!!), my bloodline, and their plans and purpose for the future. He was thin, not overly huge or muscular.

I was on the altar with entities by the thousands passing through my body (as a gateway). I understood them telepathically as they didn't speak any human language. :/
I was used on that altar for 3 days, and a black jaguar stayed at my head. He was no threat to me ...he was something safe I could connect to that wouldn't harm me.

 

[truthquest]

Not really, bc they were kind of facing each other, occasionally looking over at me, as they were discussing me, my "special/chosen" status (which of course, is not an honor any of us want!!), my bloodline, and their plans and purpose for the future. He was thin, not overly huge or muscular.

I was on the altar with entities by the thousands passing through my body (as a gateway). I understood them telepathically as they didn't speak any human language. :/
I was used on that altar for 3 days, and a black jaguar stayed at my head. He was no threat to me ...he was something safe I could connect to that wouldn't harm me.

That sounds like a very frightening and traumatic experience for a 4 year old. Three days, that must have seemed like an eternity to you. This angers me that you were used that way.

 

[Jostler]

It's been a long day for me, so I'll wait until tomorrow to try to reassemble and finish posting on strongholds and sanctification. I love you guys, and good night. :)

 

[Jostler]

Oh, if anyone is watching "The Chosen", there's a new episode released today. I'll probably try to catch that tomorrow too.

 

[TLHKAJ]

That sounds like a very frightening and traumatic experience for a 4 year old. Three days, that must have seemed like an eternity to you. This angers me that you were used that way.

Thank you.

Yes, it was horrific beyond words. :/ I am grateful to God the jaguar was there. It was a real physical jaguar. Idk why he was there, but we must have been bonded in some way, because he watched over me like a beloved guard dog. I still left the body at some point ...the torture was too much. (Other alters stayed in the body.)

@truthquest, I think this was an incursion and is one of their goals they wanted in me ...the spiritual capacity to be able to be a gateway so they could bring in more entities (fallen angels).

 

[TLHKAJ]

It's been a long day for me, so I'll wait until tomorrow to try to reassemble and finish posting on strongholds and sanctification. I love you guys, and good night. :)

Looking forward to it. :) Love and blessings! :)