Understanding MPD/DID & SRA/MK

[truthquest]

i was mean

No you were not.

 

[TLHKAJ]

i was mean

No, ma'am, you were inadvertently triggered ...you're not mean. If you were mean, you wouldn't care that you were mean. But you do care.

 

[lilygrace]

did i scare the three off though? it looks that way.

 

[TLHKAJ]

did i scare the three off though? it looks that way.

Well, idk ....but I don't think so.

 

[lilygrace]

She was agreeing with you sis.
*Hugs*
How are you doing? Praying for you

*hugs*

 

[lilygrace]

Well, idk ....but I don't think so.

we will wait and see.

 

[Jostler]

did i scare the three off though? it looks that way.

Lily, just to be clear: the way I interpreted your post was you trying to discern why all this chaos has popped up. I thought you were suggesting maybe the objections were related to me posting here when I'm not an SRA survivor. I did not feel you attacked me at all, and you were certainly not being mean to me. I took no offense at all. I'm just as confused about what the real objections here are as you are ;)

Big hugs....we're all good sis :)

 

[lilygrace]

Lily, just to be clear: the way I interpreted your post was you trying to discern why all this chaos has popped up. I thought you were suggesting maybe the objections were related to me posting here when I'm not an SRA survivor. I did not feel you attacked me at all, and you were certainly not being mean to me. I took no offense at all. I'm just as confused about what the real objections here are as you are ;)

Big hugs....we're all good sis :)

well they said about implying about your posts being more important to T (not in those words) i was implying that you arent a survivor and we are still important, etc. i could have worded it better... but yeah

 

[Jostler]

well they said about implying about your posts being more important to T (not in those words) i was implying that you arent a survivor and we are still important, etc. i could have worded it better... but yeah

well they said about implying about your posts being more important to T (not in those words) i was implying that you arent a survivor and we are still important, etc. i could have worded it better... but yeah

Seemed like a Good guess to me :) you did nothing but speak the truth and you don't need to apologize for that. :)

 

[truthquest]

I've been wondering why I wanted a Saint Christopher necklace so much when I was 16. That's Catholic, right? Yet, I don't recall going to a Catholic church more than a few times when I was in a girl's home. Maybe this is the beginning of more memories that are starting to surface.

 

[TLHKAJ]

well they said about implying about your posts being more important to T (not in those words) i was implying that you arent a survivor and we are still important, etc. i could have worded it better... but yeah

I see what you're saying. But in reality, I value the contributions of fellow survivors just as much .... that's why I'm even here on this forum. I don't come to a Christian forum to take part in theological debates and arguments or post Harry Potter or Michael Jackson (like I see in other areas of the forum). Those things are a waste of time.

I am here for the ones who are broken as I have been ....to offer them the same love and hope I received from Him....and to find support from my fellow survivors as well, is such a huge blessing ....then top that off with people like our brother @Jostler ...or ones who have a heart to learn more and be a part of this area of ministry ....that is where my heart is.

 

[TLHKAJ]

I've been wondering why I wanted a Saint Christopher necklace so much when I was 16. That's Catholic, right? Yet, I don't recall going to a Catholic church more than a few times when I was in a girl's home. Maybe this is the beginning of more memories that are starting to surface.

Interesting. It very well could be....

 

[truthquest]

Interesting. It very well could be....

Why that specific necklace, I wonder. I really wanted it too. It doesn't make sense to me. I wasn't Catholic. We went to several different churches.

 

[lilygrace]

I've been wondering why I wanted a Saint Christopher necklace so much when I was 16. That's Catholic, right? Yet, I don't recall going to a Catholic church more than a few times when I was in a girl's home. Maybe this is the beginning of more memories that are starting to surface.

Why that specific necklace, I wonder. I really wanted it too. It doesn't make sense to me. I wasn't Catholic. We went to several different churches.

i researched what this was and noticed some necklaces implied the symbol was about protection. i think it would be normal for us to seek protection :) but if it was a programmed thing to seek it is very possible too imo i think.

 

[lilygrace]

I see what you're saying. But in reality, I value the contributions of fellow survivors just as much .... that's why I'm even here on this forum. I don't come to a Christian forum to take part in theological debates and arguments or post Harry Potter or Michael Jackson (like I see in other areas of the forum). Those things are a waste of time.

I am here for the ones who are broken as I have been ....to offer them the same love and hope I received from Him....and to find support from my fellow survivors as well, is such a huge blessing ....then top that off with people like our brother @Jostler ...or ones who have a heart to learn more and be a part of this area of ministry ....that is where my heart is.

yes. and to see you misrepresented and the opposite of what you are saying and what i see was very upsetting to me.

 

[truthquest]

i researched what this was and noticed some necklaces implied the symbol was about protection. i think it would be normal for us to seek protection :)

I did a little research too. Some of the information talked about a man with a dog's head in connection with Saint Christopher. That stood out to me for some reason.

 

[lilygrace]

i researched what this was and noticed some necklaces implied the symbol was about protection. i think it would be normal for us to seek protection :) but if it was a programmed thing to seek it is very possible too imo i think.

in another group i go to a lot of people talk about jewel programming. dont know a lot about it. but might be off topic for now?

 

[lilygrace]

I did a little research too. Some of the information talked about a man with a dog's head in connection with Saint Christopher.

maybe tw below.:.
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anubis. associated with isis osiris ...horus. this is egyptian stuff which tends to be associations if i am correct?

 

[truthquest]

in another group i go to a lot of people talk about jewel programming. dont know a lot about it. but might be off topic for now?

I've heard about jewels being connected with mind control. Like with Marilyn Monroe it was diamonds. She sang a song about diamonds too.

 

[TLHKAJ]

Why that specific necklace, I wonder. I really wanted it too. It doesn't make sense to me. I wasn't Catholic. We went to several different churches.

I'm sure you're doing this already, but maybe ask inside who wanted the necklace and why.