i hope its okay that i work through this sectionally. let us say maybe once a week. if im too much i can just do it on my own blog.....
a lot of this beginning stuff doesnt necessarily point to SRA automatically for me so that is how i feel safe...
How can you tell that someone has suffered Satanic Ritual Abuse (SRA) if they don't remember?
A lifetime of abuse; a lifetime of problems
*Distrust (In the first year of life,an infant determines whether the world is a safe place or not.)
yes
*Self rejection & self-hatred
yes
*Fear, anxiety, & phobias
yes
*Difficulty with relationships
yes
*Difficulty with authority
sometimes
*Difficulty keeping a steady job
kind of. i went to rehab and the job i left was steady 
now its not
*Health challenges
i think
*Codependency
i dont see this in myself that much i kind o faccept lack of relationships
*Addiction
some drug dependency but not an illegal addiction
*Lack of, or difficulty bonding (Cults forbid some bonds, and foster bonds with programmers and handlers.)
sometimes but what might not add up is that i feel i bond with females and they dont feel the same way. with men it tends to be romantic or sexual :/
-SRA parents may greatly struggle with bonding due to their own lack of healthy bonding.
-Without maternal bonding, an infant feels unsafe. As an adult, they may turn to self pacification practices such as eating disorders or smoking. Emotional development is arrested and this may effect relationships into adulthood.
i was bulimic and had binge eating stuff. anorexia in my 20s.
so yeah i dont know if i match everyone
