In short, I was not under any CIA program of mind control of physical/mental torture or even subtle and soft manipulation by other devices and the like. I know a bit about it though. I do know a bit about the CIA, Masonry and some Jewish sects..and some of their evil and satanic lifestyles.
I do know of evil personally though. I have always thought my mother was an enabler or open to satanism....and not just playing with Tarot cards either...and speaking to common witches on the street where she grew up. She was an evil mother (still living and marching to 90 years of age). I have to admit, even though I love her as a mother, today, always have, she was and is very narcissistic, a control freak and a psychopath.
She ruined my siblings, mentally and even physically by manipulating and controlling my Dad to physically beat and abuse my three sisters. She seemed to like it at times. Looking back at it over the years, I knew we were a very dysfunctional family and evil was definitely living in it. You could feel it...it was a hell hole many times....I survived this evil type of programming. I left the house and stayed away and married without telling my parents at first.
Today my three sisters are ruined - mentally and spiritually. One still is in prison..been in the cage on and off..not far off from her retirement years as well. One is a near copy of my mother, and the another, my older sister, hid from me for about 20 years. She was afraid my mother would find out that she was speaking with me, believe it or not. She did not want the pain anymore. So sad, makes me have tears even now.
Her daughter actually called me recently to break the ice, and I called my sister. She is a 'permanently' broken person. I love her dearly. I hope I can help heal her with prayer and love that she needs so much. She is living, rock bottom, with Lupus and CIDP..immune system and blood problems. She admitted she was programmed by our mother, and she knew she was abused.... and even today she still feels my mother would find and and curse her for speaking with me. .....much more ..I guess that may be enough
I also caught myself possessed with drawing satanic art before I was married. I was good at it...I believe my mother or the spirit(s) around her affected me.
I also met someone later that enticed me to evil after being marriage....I found out she was actually a witch....enchantments, symbols, etc....as one time she tried to used a charm and pennant to attract me and communicate with demons...she could never get her devises to work on me ....she said the demons are not interested in me...yes I was in Christ....and she knew I was very different...it is stupid for anyone to get involved in evil...it is real....
In Christ we are healed. I believe it with ALL my heart. I have a loving mate and wife and friend. God has been good to me. He saved me....and now I want my sister to heal as well.....stop now
Bless you AJ
APAK
It's so very sad to hear this part of your past @APAK, I am sorry. Yet, you rose above it through Christ. I am happy for you that your niece called you and you re-connected with your sister. I pray God bless and heal her in all ways, especially spiritually.
How hard to be estranged for so long from your family because of fear, prison and just plain mental illness. But we pray, in faith, believing and our God restores all things.
May God grant your prayers brother,
Nancy
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