mailmandan
Well-Known Member
Here is my testimony. I grew up attending the Roman Catholic Church and I was what you would call, "religious but not right with God." I came to receive Jesus Christ through faith several years ago on a late Saturday night. About a month prior to that, my mother-in-law had passed away and I was very heart broken and thinking very seriously about the afterlife. Soon after she had passed away, I remember asking Jesus Christ that whatever it takes to get me to heaven, just put the answer right in front of my face so that I will know with absolute assurance here is the answer and now it's up to me to accept the truth.I see a lot of these so called testimonies being given by what is known as deconstruction .
They all came on with stories about how they once believed in and served Christ .
And yet , yet when i hear what turned them from Christ i see something .
THEY had the wrong mindset of the gospel and of Christ . Its like they truly never knew HIM at all .
They had some head knowledge but never seemed to really know HIM .
Beware of the deconstruction stuff . This too is a plan to try and convert folks into a mindset
that its not really needed to beleive on Christ . i smell anti christ all over it .
But i have also talked with others who had also thought they blasphemed the HOLY SPIRIT
I ask questions . And often when i ask them , TELL me when you were a christain
what leaders and preachers did you like to hear , A HEAR A LIST OF FALSE ONES .
Which proves something big to me . WHY WOULD a lamb have sat under and love to embrace
the most false preachers in the first place .
Its dire important , however , that we do warn just like the early church did .
And if they reminded THE CHURCH to continue in CHRIST , WE NEED to do the same .
See all those reminders in the bible . THEY WERE SPIRIT INSPIRED to help keep the lambs safe .
But this i do know , IF in the end anyone comes out and follows a false gospel , a lie
THEN THEY WERE NEVER TRULY OF US . Now john says that , SO I SAY THAT .
But they also gave a lot of reminders about keeping the faith UNTO THE END and what would occur
IF ONE DID NOT . cast out . WE cannot try and omit those warnings either .
THERE IS GOOD reason for everything that was written . IT IS FOR OUR LEARNING and we would be wise
to heed it and to teach it .
I had no assurance of salvation prior to my conversion because I was trusting in works for salvation (like most) and not in Jesus Christ alone. Also, just prior to my conversion, I had read through a gospel tract that really caught my attention which led me to thoroughly search through the Scriptures. I knew the Lord was drawing me. Finally, after reading through the book of Romans and eventually the book of Ephesians, I came to Ephesians 2:8,9 and that's when the light came on! I had then placed my faith in Jesus Christ alone for salvation and knew without a doubt that I had become born again! Praise the Lord! Jesus did put the answer right in front of my face. :)
1 John 5:11 - And this is the testimony: that God has given us eternal life, and this life is in His Son. 12 He who has the Son has life; he who does not have the Son of God does not have life. 13 These things I have written to you who believe in the name of the Son of God, that you may know that you have eternal life, and that you may continue to believe in the name of the Son of God.
Now toying with the idea of permanently falling away, turning my back on Jesus etc.. is unfathomable to me. As for my belief in the gospel I feel it's too engrained in me and I am too convinced. The born again experience really changed me! (2 Corinthians 5:17) :)
I remember over the years prior to my conversion how several different people had tried to share the gospel with me, but at that time I did not have ears to hear and the truth just went right over my head, but right after my conversion, I could look back and say, "that's what he meant, that's what she meant, that's what they were trying to tell me!" The blinders were finally lifted, and I finally got it! Praise God! :)