God planned all of the events of the cross.so go with that then, as long as you need to, i dont condemn you. I also dont believe you will ever partake in Christ that way, but i also cannot find any judgement for beliefs. I have the feeling that Christ died for my sins indeed--when i killed Him, when i found the world iow--but you might arrive at a diff conclusion, too. Are we required to believe exactly the same in order to be "saved" do you think? I mean really all i care is can i trust you around my kids, right; your beliefs in what you might do or where you might go after you have died, what is that to me?
So imo the death on the cross was necessary bc Yah so loved the world, and that is what the world needed, since the world is full of bloodthirsty little Zeus-believers like me, anxious to punish everyone elses sins :)
Our sins are so wicked that God had to come to earth as a substitute.
20 Now then we are ambassadors for Christ, as though God did beseech you by us: we pray you in Christ's stead, be ye reconciled to God.
21 For he hath made him to be sin for us, who knew no sin; that we might be made the righteousness of God in him.