sometimes im not sure what to think, if god is angry at me for something ive done, or if its simply god testing me
just yesterday i had one of those funny days where i was at work for 8 hours, welding and sweating in devastating heat, i went to get groceries before i went home. only to find my cars tyres empty
after 4 hours of waiting i finally got help from a towtruck, and now my fiancé was having issues. i remained calm the whole time but these kinda days and moments makes me ponder, is this god punishing me for something ive done recently.. is this for the past.. is this just a test from above? i dont know how to decipher this
sometimes i worry that the chaos will never end in my life, that ill never have a peaceful and simple life. my life was always like this, one absurdity after another.
just yesterday i had one of those funny days where i was at work for 8 hours, welding and sweating in devastating heat, i went to get groceries before i went home. only to find my cars tyres empty
after 4 hours of waiting i finally got help from a towtruck, and now my fiancé was having issues. i remained calm the whole time but these kinda days and moments makes me ponder, is this god punishing me for something ive done recently.. is this for the past.. is this just a test from above? i dont know how to decipher this
sometimes i worry that the chaos will never end in my life, that ill never have a peaceful and simple life. my life was always like this, one absurdity after another.