My testimony and witness of God the Father's, Jesus the Christ's, the Holy Ghost's, Heavenly Mother and their Holy Angels together with their saints on earth, is that God healed me of many things and protects me as well as I'm sure he does for many of us and perhaps even more than that as he does love us. I learned something about God recently from him I believe and that is that God can take a challenging problem and bring good things instead of bad things for those afflicted. He is wonderful and desires healing and life for all.
When I was much younger I had severe sadness and fear of hell and death. It was as a young man, and it was induced as I remember from false teachings supplied about things that probably weren't even sin. And probably would not earn me a hell and death trip anyways. Strange cult teachings related to prohibition ideas. Somehow I believed the treacherous lies.
Interesting thing about believing dark ideas from dark forces is that they eventually fill the soul with a type of darkness that feels like spiritual emptiness or sadness and fear may develop and cause what is referred as panic attacks. I think it has become a massive problem in society as well and with those terrifying panic attacks there is much time going to the doctors with heart palpitations and body electrical-chemical flushing of adrenaline when near death thoughts and feelings approach. It is probably a massive impact on the health care finances and also overloads hospitals and clinics with people that are not really ill in the first place.
I eventually I think my brain had a inverse reaction to the sadness which the bible describes similarly for Jesus as a sorrow unto death, but I'm sure in a much lesser degree as a little child of God. And this is the interesting part I think I grasped an understanding of today.
And that was some idea of fight or flight, anger or fear, happiness or sadness, and those are perhaps opposites and sometimes one reaction like in all physics may have an equal and opposite reaction. So in response to the sorrow unto death for me, my brain responded with laughter in certain situations and developed something that was described as schitzo-effective disorder. And that idea I'm not totally sure of.
But along those lines I think I learned something related. And that was that laughter can perhaps be an involuntary response to what might have been crying or trauma and other dark afflictions.
I have learned that truth can be emotionally painful and also depressing to accept from God related to peoples personality changes that are for the good including false beliefs in religious ideas and other areas. And I think a bit of laughter and good humor is our childlike way of maintaining some happiness. Some people may try to be Jesus and carry the weight of the world on their shoulders. I found that once I accepted some truths from God which were difficult and painful to accept, that God always comforted me. And the other area is witnessing other peoples problems and dark conduct among "usually" criminal conduct as it relates to the United States and the rights to peace and living free of afflictions and oppression from others. I like to view those things seriously but also hopefully not accept them into my heart as it does not reflect me, but rather others. A bit of light examination can be pleasant instead of dark serious and sometimes hateful speech.
Thank You for Listening to my little child testimony and witness statement. Cheers :)
When I was much younger I had severe sadness and fear of hell and death. It was as a young man, and it was induced as I remember from false teachings supplied about things that probably weren't even sin. And probably would not earn me a hell and death trip anyways. Strange cult teachings related to prohibition ideas. Somehow I believed the treacherous lies.
Interesting thing about believing dark ideas from dark forces is that they eventually fill the soul with a type of darkness that feels like spiritual emptiness or sadness and fear may develop and cause what is referred as panic attacks. I think it has become a massive problem in society as well and with those terrifying panic attacks there is much time going to the doctors with heart palpitations and body electrical-chemical flushing of adrenaline when near death thoughts and feelings approach. It is probably a massive impact on the health care finances and also overloads hospitals and clinics with people that are not really ill in the first place.
I eventually I think my brain had a inverse reaction to the sadness which the bible describes similarly for Jesus as a sorrow unto death, but I'm sure in a much lesser degree as a little child of God. And this is the interesting part I think I grasped an understanding of today.
And that was some idea of fight or flight, anger or fear, happiness or sadness, and those are perhaps opposites and sometimes one reaction like in all physics may have an equal and opposite reaction. So in response to the sorrow unto death for me, my brain responded with laughter in certain situations and developed something that was described as schitzo-effective disorder. And that idea I'm not totally sure of.
But along those lines I think I learned something related. And that was that laughter can perhaps be an involuntary response to what might have been crying or trauma and other dark afflictions.
I have learned that truth can be emotionally painful and also depressing to accept from God related to peoples personality changes that are for the good including false beliefs in religious ideas and other areas. And I think a bit of laughter and good humor is our childlike way of maintaining some happiness. Some people may try to be Jesus and carry the weight of the world on their shoulders. I found that once I accepted some truths from God which were difficult and painful to accept, that God always comforted me. And the other area is witnessing other peoples problems and dark conduct among "usually" criminal conduct as it relates to the United States and the rights to peace and living free of afflictions and oppression from others. I like to view those things seriously but also hopefully not accept them into my heart as it does not reflect me, but rather others. A bit of light examination can be pleasant instead of dark serious and sometimes hateful speech.
Thank You for Listening to my little child testimony and witness statement. Cheers :)
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