VictoryinJesus said:
You are right, faith is active. The first action of faith in Abraham was "he believed God", instead of the mountain of evidence that was shown in the physical. Does the active part of faith mean that the first action produced by my faith, is to strain to put down a sin that I am struggling with? Is faith immediately going from "faith in Christ" to what I can produce out of the flesh? To me, the real active part of faith, and the incredibly hard action, is believing the Lord's words that I am "washed" on His merit alone and not my own. That I am clean because I believe what Jesus said and that I am not saved by what I see. For me, faith is claiming and holding tight to the promise, even though my body betrays God over and over again and the enemy shouts "you are unworthy". Having faith that I am worthy because Jesus said it and His saving power is more powerful than my sin. Faith is believing that Christ has already finished the righteous part.The more I try to get away from sin, the more its control over me grows and the more the sin grows. There has to be a point where I ask: is it based on my worthiness...or Christ's worthiness. And that action is the hardest action of all. Ignoring the voice that condemns but instead hearing Christ's words. Abraham believed "God is truth" not "the physical is truth".
I wish I would have never posted about my addiction. I do not want to be a stumbling block for other Christians. I wanted help and guidance, and you all have helped. I do not want to condemn. I do not want to push others away from His Kingdom. I want to tell people about my saviour and welcome them in. I want to tell others Jesus is love and that He says you are worth it to Him, even when you don't see it manifest in the physical.
i think it may be important to remember, in all that "Abraham was just such a shining light, all of the time," etc, that he also fathered a child upon Haggai, too. I have noticed multiple times newly minted seekers obsessing over something like smoking, encouraged to self-condemnation by the self-righteous of the religious world who are of course ever eager to assert their own superiority, and you should remember that it is satan (well, and BoL :lol) that is "the accuser." Apox on anyone else declaring your sin for you imo.
There is a Scriptural formula for this, that goes like this: have you sinned against someone? Who is complaining about your sin? What is their complaint? Does it affect them, or are they merely taking the opportunity to lord it over you, as people--particularly religious people, but really most people--are so quick to do? Because believe me, you will never run out of ersatz do-gooders who are quick to point out all of your shortcomings, ok. anyone who tells you that you are sinning, yet cannot produce a personal complaint against you, is deceived, alright? I forgive you, and you know why? Because you have had the courage to actually publically recognize a personal shortcoming, and to admit to it, iow you are not trying to whitewash over some obvious "sin," like the much more onerous one of pretending to know the mind of God, and borrow authority, or etc.
Personally i have learned to run from anyone insisting upon one side of the story, and ignoring the other, but you can trust that satan will always be recruiting them, and they are not going away. You are forgiven, while they may not be. Now should you maybe take steps to stop smoking, if it seems sinful to you? Surely. But over and above that i would recognize satan's--and the religious'--propensity for using the tiniest little thing against you, in order to bring you under condemnation, posturing as if they know something, when usually they do not.
Practically speaking, you might switch to tobacco, or Shermans, wherein trust me, you will have a withdrawal from the chemicals that your brand has in them, even as you are getting nicotine. I smoke almost the cheapest shag, labelled "pipe tobacco" even though it isn't--something about taxes, i guess--and i usually only light up when religious types come around, which is a couple times a day in my business. I know that sounds perverse, but i don't mean it that way, that is just how it plays out for me. They come seeking clarification on some point about counselling a 3rd party, usually, pulling me away from my work, affording me a 5 minute smoke break in the process.
Now i certainly wouldn't encourage a non-smoker to take up the habit, but have seen a couple people successfully get off of cigarettes this way. Also, there is Lobelia, which i guess fits the nicotine receptor, my sister quit that way. One thing i notice is that i am free of the anxiety that contemplating never smoking again might engender, especially when you first quit, although that really does not apply now either. By all means, if you can afford American Spirit go for it, but fwiw i spend like $10 a month on tobacco, and i find it a great trap for discovering the self-righteous now, mostly. Who unfortunately abound :)