Hi, nobody gave me this answer but it's because I have a background in the knowledge of the Word of God from teachings and reading the bible in the past and it has helped greatly! I just need a little more assurance as to what others know and can help me in regards to this problem.
These are the comforting scriptures I learned from the truth in the Word of God:
If my people who are called by my name humble themselves, and pray and seek my face and turn from their wicked ways, then I will hear from heaven and will forgive their sin and heal their land. 2 Chronicles 7:14
Let the wicked forsake his way, and the unrighteous man his thoughts; let him return to the Lord, that he may have compassion on him, and to our God, for he will abundantly pardon. Isaiah 55:7
Repent therefore, and turn back, that your sins may be blotted out, Acts 3:19
Say to them, As I live, declares the Lord God, I have no pleasure in the death of the wicked, but that the wicked turn from his way and live; turn back, turn back from your evil ways, for why will you die, O house of Israel? Ezekiel 33:11
Whoever conceals his transgressions will not prosper, but he who confesses and forsakes them will obtain mercy. Proverbs 28:13
So the character of God seems like if you turn from your ways and confess and repent of (forsake) your sin then he will be forgiving, compassionate, merciful and healing. What you do all Christians think about this?
This gave me a lot of peace but I still want assurance!
Thank you so much for your help!