you gotta be able to live with yourself. .(((((((((
You have to be able to not keep looking back at the past too my friend .
As far living with self , By the power and grace of GOD i say DIE TO SELF .
the flesh is a contrary monster and it will try and produce contrary thoughts to do evil within your mind .
to lust after or etc . But we do not have to be slave to them thoughts .
NOR do we have to feel condmened for past errors . Just confess and pray to GOD for help .
We are not condemned . when contrary thoughts arise within your mind
and DUE to the flesh this will occur , The thoughts do not condmen us , IT IS JUST WE MUST CRUCIFY them thoughts
and not entertain them and act them out . Hope that makes sense . You have no need
to fear your past sins that you did wrong . Believe me there is much evil i once did .
Now i hate the evil , THANKS TO GOD . You are not condmened for your past . JUST fight the fight daily
and when a thought contrary to GOD does arise , PRAY to GOD and shut it out and you wont act it out .
Greater IS HE within us . I also encourage you to BIG time get back into the bible and be refreshed with them reminders .