I hate myself, and hate being an atheist.

[Cerraco]

When you go back to the Book of Exodus and read this it makes more sense . . .

Exo 3:6-10 Moreover He said, "I am the God of your father—the God of Abraham, the God of Isaac, and the God of Jacob." And Moses hid his face, for he was afraid to look upon God. (7) And the LORD said: "I have surely seen the oppression of My people who are in Egypt, and have heard their cry because of their taskmasters, for I know their sorrows. (8) So I have come down to deliver them out of the hand of the Egyptians, and to bring them up from that land to a good and large land, to a land flowing with milk and honey, to the place of the Canaanites and the Hittites and the Amorites and the Perizzites and the Hivites and the Jebusites. (9) Now therefore, behold, the cry of the children of Israel has come to Me, and I have also seen the oppression with which the Egyptians oppress them. (10) Come now, therefore, and I will send you to Pharaoh that you may bring My people, the children of Israel, out of Egypt."

Sorry man, still not getting it. You're gonna have to explain this to me.

You’ve made it clear that you don’t want what I have to offer. Nothing has changed.

Yeah, you got that right. I'll accept my part in this, but that doesn't change the fact that you do an insane amount of question dodging and context cherry-picking whether you choose to believe that or not.

 

[Matthias]

Yeah, you got that right.

Your confirmation wasn’t necessary but it is appreciated.

I'll accept my part in this, but that doesn't change the fact that you do an insane amount of question dodging and context cherry-picking whether you choose to believe that or not.

 

[Stumpmaster]

Sorry man, still not getting it. You're gonna have to explain this to me.

In the passage I cited did it seem like Pharoah was a kind, reasonable, merciful ruler of Egypt, or a cruel, hardened taskmaster?

From the start of the interaction between Moses and Pharoah, God's intention is made clear, see these verses:

Exo 3:19-20 But I know that the king of Egypt will not allow you to go unless a mighty hand compels him. (20) So I will stretch out My hand and strike the Egyptians with all the wonders I will perform among them. And after that, he will release you.

Exo 4:21-23 The LORD instructed Moses, “When you go back to Egypt, see that you perform before Pharaoh all the wonders that I have put within your power. But I will harden his heart so that he will not let the people go. (22) Then tell Pharaoh that this is what the LORD says: ‘Israel is My firstborn son, (23) and I told you to let My son go so that he may worship Me. But since you have refused to let him go, behold, I will kill your firstborn son!’”

Pharoah was already a hard man with a hard heart, and since he had been treating God's People so cruelly God made sure the full compliment of plagues on Egypt would be suffered by him, including the death of his firstborn son.

 

[soberxp]

I was at the other Christian Forums, but they banned me because I mentioned a few things that I did not know were against the rules (I won't mention them here as to not risk anything). I am absolutely BOILING angry at them, as they picked a terrible time to do that. There's nothing like seeing someone online, and then just not responding and ghosting you.

My mind is in a panicked, lost and horrified state. I hate myself, and I'm so anxious that I'm constantly woozy. I am 35 and have not been with a woman, because I've been busy with life. I then joined the Sosuave forum, which is - for those who don't know - a super macho redpilled alpha male testosterone cold emotionless forum, but they have constant success with women. That place introduced to me how shallow and one-sided the love world is, which has proven that it may be too late for me.

Just when I get help at the other forum, they decide to ban me, and then not tell me if it's permanent or not because half the planet likes to play the "not reply" game. Seriously, who doesn't do that? Every mod at every forum loves doing that, and you can see when they were last online. I am screaming in my head right now, where is this god? Where is this "heals the broken-hearted" that he does? If he doesn't answer, I might have to escape somewhere, because I can hardly even think.

You can like others, like the people you want to like, others do not know whether you like them, this is your own secret. No one knows but God, but God knows who your favorite person will be. Believe me, because I've been there, God really knows who I like the best, even when I don't even realize it.God show me the way,but a different way than others in the world.But not necessarily for your problem.

I get banned a lot, too..then find a new place to hangout. Never mind it because they never mind it too when they banned you.

But I can't give you any more advice, your life is yours, You can choose your life. I can't make decisions for you.Maybe you can try to commit this choice to God, and God will remind you at the right time, but I'm not sure when you try, Whether can correctly receive his reminder.

When you receive it from your heart.