I don't think I'm a Christian

[Cristo Rei]

I think when you know both God and Satan are real that is a starting point for holding faith in the rest.

The apostles didn't always understand the teachings of Jesus.
That's likely part of the reason many of them walked away while others stayed faithful.

Sometimes understanding was hidden from them. It wasn't yet time for the message to be understood.
But then after Jesus was glorified everything appears to have cleared up for them. Which is why we have the synoptic gospels.

I'd say don't be discouraged by how you feel. When you know you firmly believe in God that's a great place to be.

It sounds like you're open then for God to lead you to understanding. Because you aren't firmly predisposed to ideologies, dogma, etc...

God firmly believes in you too. :)

You'll be just fine.
God bless.

Much appreciated

 

[Cristo Rei]

We don't see many Orthodox people on here...
They don't seem interested in doctrinal disputes and keep to themselves. I like that about them.

It feels wrong to me to be arguing about God and Holy things... I dunno...
Im fine with arguing about anything else but im uncomfortable arguing about God.
You'll see me arguing about covid or maybe asking about scripture but rarely do i argue about it...
Even as the world crumbles around us people are still arguing about dogmas and teachings and such... It just feels wrong

 

[APAK]

We don't see many Orthodox people on here...
They don't seem interested in doctrinal disputes and keep to themselves. I like that about them.

It feels wrong to me to be arguing about God and Holy things... I dunno...
Im fine with arguing about anything else but im uncomfortable arguing about God.
You'll see me arguing about covid or maybe asking about scripture but rarely do i argue about it...
Even as the world crumbles around us people are still arguing about dogmas and teachings and such... It just feels wrong

All right then..it is a great thing to reexamine your spiritual path CR. You have or are doing this now.....Yes, I was also a shocked when I found out the same thing, that most professing Christians are Trinitarians...the main thing is to stick to the crucial elements of salvation and keep growing....I bet the Spirit inside you made you re-examine things a bit for your sake for your maturation....keeping you on the RIGHT path mate

APAK