@Riven
My prayer for you, is God sets “something / someone” in your path of curiosity, to hear and learn of Him according to His Order, Way and Offerings.
Something directed you to this forum. Whatever is not paramount. That you are here is a matter to consider worthy.
Warning…there is much tit for tat agreements, disagreements on this forum.
Your hearts thoughts will lead you.
A beginning piece of advice I will share with you.
* Scripture is our means to verify what we hear is claimed as Gods word.
* God blesses those (with measures of Faith) for the simplicity of an individual “hearing / reading” Gods “approved” (ie. Scripture) word.
* Understanding of Gods word…comes much Later…as does all things we first learn as “knowledge”…verify /test…then begins the “understanding” of the knowledge…
(In this case…it is coming to the understanding of Gods knowledge…(in our Hearts)…According to God Himself..rather than our Carnal minds (trying to deduce, what makes “logical sense”.)
* And THAT ^ is Because our Carnal mind, was never on it’s own, created to “understand” God, “according to His Spiritual Understanding”…
* Remembering…God “IS” Spirit…God “IS” invisible, unseen, unheard, can’t see, hear, touch, smell, taste Him and THAT is wholly “unnatural” for a human man to Believe, that which he can not see, hear, touch, smell, taste…actually Exists.
* And WHY a relationship WITH God, absolutely requires His intervention, of His Power.
It begins with…OPEN eyes of what you CAN See, Hear, touch, smell, taste…
Sky, plants, animals, weather, etc… And ask yourself WHO is the ONE and ONLY laying claim to have Created and Made such things…AND WHO, in disagreement has PROVED any OTHER thing, created and made such things.
God Bless you on your journey.
Glory to God,
Taken