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Pregnant with my second child, I lost my energy. All my habits and discipline gave way to pure survival. I didn't do much outside of keep baby girl taken care of. I didn't take care of myself and I stopped my Bible reading and eventually stopped praying.
I was angry with God and not sustaining my faith. Prices are high and we may never own a home. We are still supporting family. I got little sleep and was so very tired.
I hardly ever ask God for things that I need and want. I don't want to be disappointed and I felt like the answer was no.
Demons licked at my heels. Temptations hovered like vultures. I know my life would be easier if I didn't serve Jesus. I didnt need the reminders.
Today I got my joy back. His Word cleansed me. I seek Him early. Suffering is what we face when we choose Christ. But it's nothing compared to the joy of the Lord and being with Him forever.
It's better to suffer for doing good than for doing wrong. Go read 1 Peter 3-4.
I was angry with God and not sustaining my faith. Prices are high and we may never own a home. We are still supporting family. I got little sleep and was so very tired.
I hardly ever ask God for things that I need and want. I don't want to be disappointed and I felt like the answer was no.
Demons licked at my heels. Temptations hovered like vultures. I know my life would be easier if I didn't serve Jesus. I didnt need the reminders.
Today I got my joy back. His Word cleansed me. I seek Him early. Suffering is what we face when we choose Christ. But it's nothing compared to the joy of the Lord and being with Him forever.
It's better to suffer for doing good than for doing wrong. Go read 1 Peter 3-4.