I don't know about you but I wish I'd lived in a different era. I feel uneasy - a deep uneasiness within my spirit that something is going to happen, but it hasn't yet.
Hello my friend.
Maybe your "unease" is the feeling that the life as you know it may end suddenly. It well might.
While our natural mind is screaming " Why doesn't 'someone' wake up and stop the foreign invasion.."...our spiritual man knows that everything we have learned that 'will happen' is indeed beginning to happen.
It has to be in someones generation...why not ours?
I do believe that "we are it"...would my natural man prefer it happened to someone else? YES. Do I at 76 enjoy an easy quiet life...YES.
BUT that said....WE here are obviously the chosen generation!!
I may not live long enough to see it all happen...probably long enough for the bad bits...probably not long enough for the Glory Of His Plan part.
It is a bit like the dentist...no one enjoys the experience of going through it , but the fearful anticipation of what is ahead is usually easier when we are actually going through it. :)
If I may say, without sounding judgemental ...I believe you focus too much on what may happen to the physical body ....rather then focus on the Glory of His Kingdom. Just saying. Maybe change your focus a wee bit.
Bless you ...Helen