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  1. Moonstone Eterni

    Have you ever participated in a prayer marathon?

    A marathon is a long-distance race where people run for about 26 miles. It’s also an Olympic sport. The concept originated when a Greek messenger ran all the way from Marathon to Athens without stopping to tell the Athenians about their victory over the Persian Empire. The messenger’s name was...
  2. Moonstone Eterni

    my fetish

    Based on anecdote, it seems people who are into that kink are male homosexuals—or at least males who have homosexual leanings—yet they have been told by conservative religious teachings that being gay is a sin. To avoid feelings of guilt and shame, you imagine yourself as a girl to visualize...
  3. Moonstone Eterni

    Question to former Christian drinkers: How long is the misery?

    I believe both the anxiety medicine and alcohol withdrawal are harming my sexual desire. I’m not impotent, since I can still get it up (...tmi...). Both these things together are probably making my current sex problem worse. The good news is that I won’t need Ativan tomorrow. I’m through the...
  4. Moonstone Eterni

    Question to former Christian drinkers: How long is the misery?

    Thanks for the support from both of you. I’m on day three now without a drink; and while I have plenty of detox medicine to get rid of the anxiety related to alcohol withdrawal, the crippling, gut-wrenching depression has kicked in full force—and it is truly miserable. To elaborate on how awful...
  5. Moonstone Eterni

    Ruined

    I thought all I had to do was try my best to do what God wanted, and he would get rid of the demons. And I wrote a post earlier here saying I forgive him for being such a heartless jerk to me for these past 16 years, so I figured he would stop refusing to get rid of the demons because I did...
  6. Moonstone Eterni

    Question to former Christian drinkers: How long is the misery?

    I decided to quit drinking alcohol today. I had been going through extreme hardships in life, so I consumed all sorts of drinks that made me inebriated: Wine, beer, whiskey, and occasionally a small bottle of Japanese saké for something different. The buzz from alcohol made me happy, mellow, and...
  7. Moonstone Eterni

    Ruined

    By the way, I feel like it’s very important to write something that must be written. I am not mad at God. For 16 years I’ve had to deal with horrible demons, starting on my senior year in high school. My current age is 33, so I’ve spent almost half my life in an actual death camp. Most...
  8. Moonstone Eterni

    Ruined

    I have good and bad news to report. As they always say, it’s better to see the glass half full instead of half empty, so I will speak about the good things first. The good news. Days ago God took note about the gut-wrenching distress I am forced to endure at the hands of evil spirits from...
  9. Moonstone Eterni

    Ruined

    Does God want to know why I drink? It’s to wash away all the misery he causes by being such a jerk to me! It’s a coping mechanism. If God want me to stop drinking, which I haven’t even done today, then he needs to quit being such a judgemental jerk!
  10. Moonstone Eterni

    Ruined

    God lied to me! God gave me a dream where he told me he would stop this terror. But no: The terror continues unabated. God lied! I was tired from waking up early, so I went to lay down and fell asleep. I was tortured by a horrible demon as I slept, the demon brutally assaulting me, mutilating...
  11. Moonstone Eterni

    Ruined

    I received a message from God last night. He created a very vivid dream where water was pouring everywhere, and my heart was being sprayed by water. Then he woke me up and wanted me to pray about it. I wasn’t sure what to say in prayer, though. I was tired and it was during the middle of the...
  12. Moonstone Eterni

    Ruined

    I wrote a post on this thread earlier today, and about after an hour of posting it I received a message from God. He sent me a bad sign telling me how bad I’ve been—yet all I did was express how hopeless I feel about ever escaping this living nightmare from hell. Is it really wrong for me to...
  13. Moonstone Eterni

    Ruined

    Last night was insufferable, just like every other night for the last 10+ years. An archdemon came and harassed me. His name is Odin, and he is actually sort of famous. Odin and other demons commanded by him mislead the people of pre-Christian Sweden, Norway, and Denmark into thinking he was a...
  14. Moonstone Eterni

    Ruined

    I’m eventually going to die on the streets, homeless and destitute. My parents won’t live forever, and when they die I won’t have a house, money, or food. My life is such a trainwreck because of these demons: I’m so broken that I can’t even take care of myself presently, my soul utterly...
  15. Moonstone Eterni

    Ruined

    On my abortion views, I had previously been in favor with it. Many of the women who terminate their pregnancies live in poor areas and can’t afford to bring up children without a father, which might produce future delinquency and result in social deterioration in subsequent generations. For this...
  16. Moonstone Eterni

    Prayer for God to tell me when he plans on ending it

    Everyone has heard of the word coerce before. It means to persuade an unwilling person to do something by using force or threats. Nobody likes being coerced; it is a disingenuous act that makes victims feel deeply violated. Yet something terrible happened to me last night: God coerced me into...
  17. Moonstone Eterni

    Not on your own

    Being without the care, guidance, and protection of God is a bad thing. In fact, I would take it a step further and say it is dangerous: Whoever doesn’t have God and his mercy puts both their lives and salvation in peril. The story of Noah in the Book of Genesis best exemplifies what happens to...
  18. Moonstone Eterni

    Intolerance

    I was banned from a different Christian message board for “hate speech” when I contributed to a discussion regarding certain aspects of Jewish influence, namely on how many Jews in positions of power like to promote extreme cultural leftism to undermine the integrity of their host nations...
  19. Moonstone Eterni

    Intolerance

    A Christian message board isn’t an appropriate place to discuss the role a certain tribe has played in sowing division among to Gentiles to make society more conducive to their interests. That group of people has done an astonishingly good job in portraying themselves as humanity’s perpetual...
  20. Moonstone Eterni

    Best way to win converts

    “The Bible is about how to go to heaven, not how the heavens go.” – Galileo The Bible was never intended to be a science book, and even humanity’s most renowned astronomer agrees.