He at least said my 'writing was going good'. The other issue of Woman was in my heart. He knows... inside my heart.
The biggest fear people have in CC is its wrong to have a beautiful woman? That's why he said it more than once. I never thought it was wrong! Though other people in Church says it wrong. Luke says its not!
Beauty comes from God.
If I showed you a picture of the woman I love, which I will not, she was gorgeous. I took her to Church once and someone slapped me for holding her hand.

Some mean & nasty woman. I was so full of love when I took her... I never let go her hand. So that's why Luke said that.
He could of wrote I was going to decode the Shroud 15 years later. . . Then I might of tossed it away! Or maybe I could of thought I hadn't did it on my own. You can see they don't write stuff you did back then.. they tell you secret stuff about future and what's inside your heart so you know its from God.
Joan of Arc must of been beautiful too b/c all the guys followed her victory! I wished I was there! Who would turn down following a beautiful Virgin to victory? It must of been spectacular! Its just sad her Doufan betrayed her over 10,000 Crowns in Gold. She went for one reason!! To do God's will to the end. She never died! She never knew death! The only thing that never burned was her heart and they tossed it in the river.