Okay so I see that no one was more spiritual than me to able to help me here with my worry by answering my question but I have one less worry now anyway due to this scripture:
"Say to them, As I live, declares the Lord God, I have no pleasure in the death of the wicked, but that the wicked turn from his way and live; turn back, turn back from your evil ways, for why will you die, O house of Israel" Ezekiel 33:11
As I spoke with another Christian, the word 'live' in the scripture became loud and clear. I now do not have to worry that now that I've repented of my sin that I might still be in danger to the point that I will die from the sins I've commited because God says in His Word that He doesn't desire for the death of the wicked (the sinner or one who sin) but that the wicked ''turn from their way'' AND ''LIVE''!!!
Now the only thing I'm worried about is that now I repented, I still might suffer from someone wanting to do something bad to me and they will get to do it but that God might protect after that, if I am not safe... so can anyone help me with God's Word in regards to this one so that I don't have to worry about that?
I was speaking to a Christian today and she made the point that in the OT, God punished those people because he kept warning them to repent over and over again and because they didn't repent in the end that that's when they paid the price but that I don't have to worry anymore because I have repented in the end. I was, however, still worried that there might still be really bad consequences from the the sin I've commited before I repented. I know the scripture of 'whoever confesses their sin and forsakes them will obtain mercy', but exactly how much mercy? And I know that scripture that says if we turn from our way, he will have compassion and freely or abundantly pardon (one version says freely and one says abundantly so I got insecure that it was inaccurate and kind of like 2 different meanings) so anyway, that scripture sounds like he will abundantly pardon so abundant mercy so it can cancel out the remaining worry but I'm not sure about it.