@Riven
You are describing hopelessness and despair.
This is the eventual natural state of a human being.. , As everyone who is on this earth......is .stuck here.........like this..
"what's the point"..
"nothing gets better, until it gets worse, and then when that ends, its seems better, but its really just as bad as it always was".
See.....This world is not our friend, and its owes us nothing.
Its been described as a "vail of tears" and a "constant Thorn".
What happens to almost everyone, given time, is..>>>they finally land here......= "is this all there is" = "just the same old same ole going around a hard track, in a race with rats, and everyone is going nowhere and everyone is in a hurry to get there".
"Why do i have NO PEACE"..
"Why is nothing ever right".....
."How can people stand this"....
See all that,
@Riven ?
There is only one solution and He said this..>>>"Come to me when you are so tired of Life, and just dont want any more of it, and i will show you what its like to have a brand new heart and peace inside".
See that?
That is Jesus.
And only Jesus can do that. And once He does that, you'll know He's Real, as noone else can take the heavy heavy burden of existence off your back, and give you Peace, except for Jesus.
See, this world is HOPELESS, and Jesus is HOPE.. and once you come to Him, you will find the Answer to it all.