Thru the Lord God he gave me for some reason to take some time and isolate for a reason. And similar to eastern religion and Christian monk monastery retreat, I learned some things about myself. And the process of isolation from influences and stimuli, I found myself apart from the other persons and influences around me which were people and also some thoughts, feelings and behaviors which were not mine.
I found that a serpent was there and an influence that I did not enjoy, constantly trying me and testing me against thoughts and feelings that were not comfortable to what I enjoyed. And I think that is the story of the garden of Eden, Adam was not good to be alone, so God made him a help meet, a woman Eve for company.
Thru those techniques, if governed by God, then one gets to see the difference between themselves and that dark serpent influence, which does not always appear dark and can be quite deceptive. I had some easily retrieved memory regression of early childhood. And what I remembered from childhood was one of the most happy and joyful experiences I could ever have experienced on earth as a human. I was at a Christmas celebration with immediate family. All my brothers and sisters were happy and I felt so much joy and happiness I could not barely contain it as a little child.
What I learned from that is that sometimes we should deal with the problem people and difficulties in life, and from the process of conditioning, that can negatively affect our souls, it is important to deal with the problems and come up with solutions to remove problems and obstacles from our lives. But also balance is important, to engage in happiness with others and fill at least a portion of our lives with happy social encounters and gatherings.
I found that I get happiness and joy from seeing others be happy and joyful. That is one of the motivators that I enjoy seeing God be happy in saving his children. That one day they return to him in heaven and also perhaps earth renewed, for a joyful, peaceful and happy future that God will provide.
And I think that applies, to politicians, judges, intelligence, military, law enforcement, and all the other not mentioned organizations that aid us citizens in our countries of origin.
I know in eastern religion, Buddha saw a serpent. I know that in my encounter there was God to guide me thru those areas and there was also a deceptive serpent area. I pray that all get to know God and his wonderful son Jesus the Christ, they are very loving and desire our happiness and can provide eternal life. Believe in that as I desire to accept that reality as well. It is a wonderful hope and it is the truth.
I found that a serpent was there and an influence that I did not enjoy, constantly trying me and testing me against thoughts and feelings that were not comfortable to what I enjoyed. And I think that is the story of the garden of Eden, Adam was not good to be alone, so God made him a help meet, a woman Eve for company.
Thru those techniques, if governed by God, then one gets to see the difference between themselves and that dark serpent influence, which does not always appear dark and can be quite deceptive. I had some easily retrieved memory regression of early childhood. And what I remembered from childhood was one of the most happy and joyful experiences I could ever have experienced on earth as a human. I was at a Christmas celebration with immediate family. All my brothers and sisters were happy and I felt so much joy and happiness I could not barely contain it as a little child.
What I learned from that is that sometimes we should deal with the problem people and difficulties in life, and from the process of conditioning, that can negatively affect our souls, it is important to deal with the problems and come up with solutions to remove problems and obstacles from our lives. But also balance is important, to engage in happiness with others and fill at least a portion of our lives with happy social encounters and gatherings.
I found that I get happiness and joy from seeing others be happy and joyful. That is one of the motivators that I enjoy seeing God be happy in saving his children. That one day they return to him in heaven and also perhaps earth renewed, for a joyful, peaceful and happy future that God will provide.
And I think that applies, to politicians, judges, intelligence, military, law enforcement, and all the other not mentioned organizations that aid us citizens in our countries of origin.
I know in eastern religion, Buddha saw a serpent. I know that in my encounter there was God to guide me thru those areas and there was also a deceptive serpent area. I pray that all get to know God and his wonderful son Jesus the Christ, they are very loving and desire our happiness and can provide eternal life. Believe in that as I desire to accept that reality as well. It is a wonderful hope and it is the truth.
