Hi there,
So this is the problem: I was faced with returning to the world, or going and serving Jesus and I returned to the world. Now, I am aware of a couple of scriptures here: one, Jesus said to the man who had legion "go back to your home town and tell them what God has done for you and how He has had compassion on you" (gospels, from memory); two, God said "honour your father and mother, that it may go well with you, all the days of your life" (OT, from memory) and three, Jesus said "no one can plunder the strongman's goods, unless he first binds the strongman" (gospels, from memory). So I was faced with this choice, right, and I say in my heart "first I will work out where God wants me to go, and then I will leave the world" and I return to the world and I realise that I am still in the world and two things occur to me: one, "someone who is a friend of the world, hates God" (NT, from memory); two, "because of you, everyone returns to their own house" (OT, from memory). So I feel like there isn't time, to weigh up where to go for the Lord and I am in danger of sinning, by becoming complacent about what God is asking?
You can see this needs prayer, right? I just get the idea that we don't obey God in a piecemeal fashion and if we hate God, we need to tell Him so - before the relationship is lost. Like being in the world, tests our relationship with God, right? I feel like there is some spiritual angle I am not getting, because I am not setting out to fight with God; I actually have plans to serve God in the world, I just can't do them "right now". Is God going to wait because I can't do something "right away"? That's basically my question! I think it comes down to the Devil, like can I resist the Devil, on the way to doing God's will? Jesus said "settle with your adversary, on the way", maybe the problem isn't God, it's the Devil? The Devil will certainly try any angle, to get in the way of commitment that is coming and I ought to have confidence that Jesus will do something about it, right?
Again, I think it needs prayer. I appreciate that you may have council and prayer to offer, so thank you for both.
Thanks.
So this is the problem: I was faced with returning to the world, or going and serving Jesus and I returned to the world. Now, I am aware of a couple of scriptures here: one, Jesus said to the man who had legion "go back to your home town and tell them what God has done for you and how He has had compassion on you" (gospels, from memory); two, God said "honour your father and mother, that it may go well with you, all the days of your life" (OT, from memory) and three, Jesus said "no one can plunder the strongman's goods, unless he first binds the strongman" (gospels, from memory). So I was faced with this choice, right, and I say in my heart "first I will work out where God wants me to go, and then I will leave the world" and I return to the world and I realise that I am still in the world and two things occur to me: one, "someone who is a friend of the world, hates God" (NT, from memory); two, "because of you, everyone returns to their own house" (OT, from memory). So I feel like there isn't time, to weigh up where to go for the Lord and I am in danger of sinning, by becoming complacent about what God is asking?
You can see this needs prayer, right? I just get the idea that we don't obey God in a piecemeal fashion and if we hate God, we need to tell Him so - before the relationship is lost. Like being in the world, tests our relationship with God, right? I feel like there is some spiritual angle I am not getting, because I am not setting out to fight with God; I actually have plans to serve God in the world, I just can't do them "right now". Is God going to wait because I can't do something "right away"? That's basically my question! I think it comes down to the Devil, like can I resist the Devil, on the way to doing God's will? Jesus said "settle with your adversary, on the way", maybe the problem isn't God, it's the Devil? The Devil will certainly try any angle, to get in the way of commitment that is coming and I ought to have confidence that Jesus will do something about it, right?
Again, I think it needs prayer. I appreciate that you may have council and prayer to offer, so thank you for both.
Thanks.