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  1. Cerraco

    I hate myself, and hate being an atheist.

    Sorry man, still not getting it. You're gonna have to explain this to me. Yeah, you got that right. I'll accept my part in this, but that doesn't change the fact that you do an insane amount of question dodging and context cherry-picking whether you choose to believe that or not.
  2. Cerraco

    I hate myself, and hate being an atheist.

    This is not a completely one-sided issue. I have made many points and have asked many questions that have gone completely skipped, and I'm not putting that issue on just you alone. As for this Pharaoh thing... huh? What..? God was the one who hardened the Pharaoh's heart for some strange reason...
  3. Cerraco

    I hate myself, and hate being an atheist.

    And I believe you said that some of them were too broken to be saved? No, I said I don't care about the "God doesn't want people running out the clock" thing. Kind of defeats the purpose to make a thread. That part was more directed to some of the other posters. Funny how Christians pull out...
  4. Cerraco

    I hate myself, and hate being an atheist.

    Is that how you see yourself? The person I'm venting to? I appreciate your efforts, but there's been a lot of points that you avoided completely. I'm being told over and over how "God has this plan for me", what about everyone else? What about someone in Africa? I'm actually curious to how you...
  5. Cerraco

    I hate myself, and hate being an atheist.

    Dude, what are you doing?
  6. Cerraco

    I hate myself, and hate being an atheist.

    Yeah, I've known that. Here's the catch: I don't care. no. I know I talk about horrible American schools quite a bit in this thread, and that is because the world is still kind of like that. Everything is a popularity contest, everything is about making yourself look good, everything is about...
  7. Cerraco

    I hate myself, and hate being an atheist.

    I already tried that when I was 17, and I got caught in the act before I could finish. It did not go well. The psych hospital I was sent to just made me angrier. This is why I just run the clock out. Believing in God's existence is one thing, but being a Christian is something I'll never do...
  8. Cerraco

    I hate myself, and hate being an atheist.

    I continue to exist because I was born. I - like everyone else - was given a life I did not ask for. In a sense, I have to exist, because if someone just checks out early, it hurts friends and family, and if there is an afterlife, they'll probably go to a bad one offing themselves. God or no...
  9. Cerraco

    I hate myself, and hate being an atheist.

    *Existing is heartbreaking. I would probably still be this way if I 100% believed in God. God or no god, this world does not go away, and we have to deal with it no matter what. Don't assume all atheists are like this, some of them live more fulfilling lives than most religious people. Ahhhhh...
  10. Cerraco

    I hate myself, and hate being an atheist.

    My hatred of the world keeps growing over time, and I don't think I can control it. I'm treating life like a bad, uninteresting movie. I just wanna skip to the end where I'm an old man or something. I want to run out the clock. I want to hit the fast forward button, see the ending, then just...
  11. Cerraco

    I hate myself, and hate being an atheist.

    For some of them to not preach like an angry, abusive Sunday school teacher that beats kids with rulers then they disagree.
  12. Cerraco

    I hate myself, and hate being an atheist.

    I got into this argument with the other Christian forum. People are so convinced that "if you don't believe in Christ, then straight to hell!" That is probably the dumbest thing I've ever heard in my life. True or not. Seriously, if you go up to someone and say, "You're going to hell if you...
  13. Cerraco

    I hate myself, and hate being an atheist.

    No, sorry man. Sometimes lies are extremely needed. Sometimes the truth is much sadder and more depressing. We do not live in a world where the truth always leads to a purely positive outcome. I'm assuming no. Earlier in this thread, someone said how "the world would hate me if I became a...
  14. Cerraco

    I hate myself, and hate being an atheist.

    And I had fries poured on my crotch in middle school in front of all my friends sitting around me. That dude grew up to be a "ghetto" pseudo-tough guy and was thrown in jail at least once when he got older. If he is still the same bully he was as a younger sub-human, then I hope he gets 4...
  15. Cerraco

    I hate myself, and hate being an atheist.

    My previous post mentions that the doctors say she will make a full recovery, but her body was in terrible shape before her ulcer-therefore-insane-blood-loss happened, who knows how it will be now. That's one of the reasons why I don't want to have kids, because the loss of one would be beyond...
  16. Cerraco

    I hate myself, and hate being an atheist.

    Think of the approach I would need to take to say that. "Hey attractive lady, whenever I'm near women I like, these embarrassing things happen, this could be a TV show!" That entrails me creepily admitting my interest in them. Edit: There's something I forgot to mention in my previous post. In...
  17. Cerraco

    I hate myself, and hate being an atheist.

    I would like to believe in God, because that means there's a sense of justice and purpose in life. If God exists, that would also mean there's an afterlife, meaning that life has a purpose, rather than just being born for no reason than dying into an infinite oblivion. But the Bible does not...
  18. Cerraco

    I hate myself, and hate being an atheist.

    A smart God does not create billions of people, knowing they will not all be Christians and believe things they cannot see, then act like a petulant child and send more than half of those people to hell. Seemed like a lot of those people were doomed from the start. So what happens with people...
  19. Cerraco

    I hate myself, and hate being an atheist.

    Didn't expect this to keep going. ??????? Since we're here. Might as well slip this one in: it was said that God has no plan for me, or at least doesn't because I don't believe in him. Then... why did he create so many people who he KNEW wouldn't believe in him anyway..?
  20. Cerraco

    I hate myself, and hate being an atheist.

    Matthias, you have made your point, dude. You said inspecting the details of Christ and giving yourself to God. A few of the answers you've given have been very general, and there's been quite a few times where I did inquire about things (not just talking about my personal issues). Not worth...