You know, I have read so many hateful, violent, bloody shocking passages in the Bible that they hurt me deeply, break my heart and make me not want to be a Christian anymore.
I feel the pain, the sadness and the frustration in your words. In such times, step back, sit down, be still, and pray. Don’t entertain the thought of falling away.
”Because of this, many of Jesus’ followers turned back and would not go with him any more. So he asked the twelve disciples, ‘And you - would you also like to leave?’ Simon Peter answered him, ‘Lord, to whom would we go? You have the words that give eternal life. And now we believe and know that you are the Holy One who has come from God.’”
(John 6:66-69)
Where would you go?
Why does God have to hurt people?
When I was a college student I had a professor who had a lecture he delivered every semester to students taking his Old Testament Survey class. It was titled “God, as told by God.” It was based on Exodus 34:6-7. I’ve listened to and forgotten many lectures but that one made a lasting impression on me. I’ve found meditating on God’s character, beholding what Paul called the kindness and severity of God to be beneficial.
I don't know what to say to atheist who question those dark difficult verses in the Bible.
Atheists, generally speaking, are looking for reasons not to believe. They stand opposed to the God who is kind to them. They experience his kindness. If they don’t repent they will experience his severity.
I mean, I've been a Christian practically all my life and there are parts of the Bible that still disturb me, I don't know what to do, just ignore them. But that does not make them go away.
One day while visiting my grandmother she closed the Bible she had been reading and had a pained expression on her face. When I asked what was troubling her she replied, “Why is the Bible filled with such meanness?” I was taken aback by her question but felt compelled to answer. I simply said, “The Bible contains the story of God and man. The rebellion of man against God is exhibited in meanness and God, out of love, has to respond to it.”
Sooner or later I have to deal with them.
One has to be properly equipped to deal with them. Something is lacking in our training when we no longer want to be Christian. When in that condition, we won’t be able to deal effectively with others.
I wonder if some Christians have hearts the way they callousely breeze through bloodthirsty violent parts of the Bible, the verses with no justice where women are abused, the suffering, hate, cruelty.
How many do you know who are acting that way?
I am afraid to read the Bible sometimes.
In those times, perhaps you could remind yourself about how many times the admonition “Don’t be afraid” is given in scripture.
This is also why I don't go to church.
Have you discussed it with a pastor?
Love is a key attribute, but not the only attribute, of the living God.
Don’t give up, waterlilyoflife. Don’t ever give up.