- Jan 26, 2017
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I have experienced great freedom in Christ. If you have ever read any of my other post, you are aware that I am an highly anxious, reclusive person. God has drawn me even out of the anxiety and fear I thought I would never be free from. I have been going out without panic attacks. In crowds.
But there remains something I am a slave to...cigarettes. I have prayed. I have struggled. I have pleaded with God. I have ignored the smoking and the repetitive motions of this bondage, claiming the blood of Jesus covers the blatant disobedience also. God convicts. I ignore. I have smoked since I was sixteen years old. God removed the smoking for nine days once and I am certain it was Him because it was during one of the most difficult times in my life, a time when God removed that obstacle so I would come to Him fully and continuously during that time without interference. I know it was God because the craving instantly vanished. I could not remember what it was like to smoke. It was as if nicotine had never entered my body. After unceasing prayer for those nine days and that difficult time had passed. Without a single craving, I returned to my vomit. Why I picked up that cigarette again even though my body was not crying out for it; the only reason I can think of is...out of sheer disobedience and rebellion.
My question is: Is smoking a sin unto death? If it is my repetitive sin that I am determined to hold onto?
What does 1 John 5: 16 mean "If any man see his brother sin a sin which is not unto death, he shall ask, and he shall give him life for them that sin not unto death. There is a sin unto death: I do not say that he shall pray for it."
But there remains something I am a slave to...cigarettes. I have prayed. I have struggled. I have pleaded with God. I have ignored the smoking and the repetitive motions of this bondage, claiming the blood of Jesus covers the blatant disobedience also. God convicts. I ignore. I have smoked since I was sixteen years old. God removed the smoking for nine days once and I am certain it was Him because it was during one of the most difficult times in my life, a time when God removed that obstacle so I would come to Him fully and continuously during that time without interference. I know it was God because the craving instantly vanished. I could not remember what it was like to smoke. It was as if nicotine had never entered my body. After unceasing prayer for those nine days and that difficult time had passed. Without a single craving, I returned to my vomit. Why I picked up that cigarette again even though my body was not crying out for it; the only reason I can think of is...out of sheer disobedience and rebellion.
My question is: Is smoking a sin unto death? If it is my repetitive sin that I am determined to hold onto?
What does 1 John 5: 16 mean "If any man see his brother sin a sin which is not unto death, he shall ask, and he shall give him life for them that sin not unto death. There is a sin unto death: I do not say that he shall pray for it."