No Truther.
@BreadOfLife is correct on this.
What you don't seem to be able to grasp is the difference between
a TYPE
and
a FORM
of baptism.
In the Name of The Father, The Son and The Holy Spirit is a FORM,,,,words that are said to baptize.
Jesus gave this instruction in Matthew 28:19 when He sent the Apostles out to teach and baptize.
In the NAME OF JESUS.....is a TYPE of baptism.
It's to distinguish between the baptism of John and the baptism of Jesus.
John came to prepare the way.
To forgive sins.
Jesus came to FINISH His work...to be our atonement.
His baptism would be with fire and the Holy Spirit.
Matthew 3:11
11“As for me, I baptize you with water for repentance, but He who is coming after me is mightier than I, and I am not fit to remove His sandals; He will baptize you with the Holy Spirit and fire.
Now, I can sympathize with you because it's difficult to let go of what we've known or believed all our lives....
but maybe we need to mature and just follow the road wherever it leads us.
The baptism road you're on will never bring you to the truth because it's necessary to understand what baptizing in the Name of Jesus means.