I appreciate your testimony.My flesh was put under me over a year ago. My passions no longer toss me around, I no longer defend myself or take offense, even IF someone is awful to me. Before that, I took offense at being treated poorly or even if I wrongly perceived that someone was mean to me, and defended myself always. The opinions of me by others mattered very much to me and I muttered and murdered them in my heart if they dared to think ill of me or treat me poorly. I’m speaking of something I know and have experienced. One moment I was me in all my nauseous glory and the next moment I was free of that awful man. The day before it happened, I had been saying, Lord, I’m just like everyone else. I’m no better than an unbeliever. In fact, some unbelievers are better than me. I lack your love. I should always keep my mouth shut. I cannot help anyone. If you don’t give me love, I am useless to help anyone.
Did you just not want to answer my question? Or is it that you don't know?
Much love!